Awwwwwwwwwwww I think it's far too early to think about moving back to Yorkshire. Tommorrow may be easier, but it may not, don't rush things, so if you don't sort out the trainer/clothes etc it's not great hardship, no bad thing will happen 'cause you haven't done it. Take your time, maybe when you're in a 'life will get easier' frame of mind do a little bit, don't do everything all at once, that will be so upsetting, well I think it will anyhow. You know we're all here for you and if you do want help with anything sorting out we'll be happy to come & help, just give us a shout.
Take care xx