Hi everyone, thanks for your support and encouragement! Yesterday I had a rubbish day, I was so sure I'd lost about 3lb or so as I was feeling trimmer than ever. Anyway, when I sts AGAIN for the 4th week in a row (well, 1lb isn't much) I was gutted to say the least.
I went off on a carb mission. I had popcorn. I had chocolate. I had muffins. I had gnocci for lunch and then out for dinner at a local Indian Restaurant with poppadoms, naan bread and rice and it was all YUM! In fact, I couldn't finish my meal and was full about 2/3rds of the way in and I left the rest (unusual for me, usually never enough!). I had 1 whiskey with a mixer and half a pint of some beer at the beer festival (not much of a drinker). Basically, I had a 'free' day yesterday, I enjoyed it at the time and I needed it.
I needed it because it reminded me how crap I used to eat before getting back on atkins and how bad it makes me feel.
I needed to go to bed AND wake up with the sickly feeling that I always get, at the back of my throat, when I am eating loads of crap and sugar.
I needed to feel that pang of regret because as I was walking to the restaurant I realised how loose my jeans were and I thought, "why did I cheat today?!"
SO, I AM BACK FLAB, WATCH OUT!!
I have been thinking of everything you guys said, the excersise is def not helping the figures on the scales (
sadieley, the measurements are showing I'm slimmer - about 5cm off in waist and hips) and my shape is changing so you know what, I AM NOT GOING TO QUIT! I am going to keep going
kimmi but not too much
katie!
I am going to carry on with the shred and to hell with the scales. I am going to stay off the scales again and go back to my original goal of weighing in about 2-3 week times (whenever I finish the 30DS as I injured my knee and ankle, too many jumping jacks). I will def try do more cardio
jonsgirl, you have a point there!
Susie & Teeney you've said all along about C&G and going back to basics and after reading some of the book (had to skim, no time, aaargh!) the most interesting paragraph so far for me was this one, " ... This allows for approximately 3 cups of salad vegetables (loosely packed) or 2 cups of salad plus 2/3 of a cup of cooked vegetables in the below 10% cab category. So, if I go by this, (like when eating my coleslaw) I was like eating 2-3 cups per meal! Now, I went according to mfp, so I am probably doing something wrong. Having said that though, I never remember eating so many veg last time around. So I am going to go by the book, 3 cups salad veg, loosely packed.
So, I'm not doing mfp for now, just writing things in here, and should then be able to see how I'm doing without all the figures and percentages.
Today's meals as follows:
B - 2 boiled eggs
L - 1 cup lettuce, mince with cayenne, cumin and cinnamon & mayo.
D - 1 cup lettuce, left over mince/chicken donner and mayo.
S - Coke Zero, 1 slice of cheese & 1 slice ham rolled up. 1 slice salami.
W - 3l +
Thanks for reading my essay and going to catch up on your diaries now.