I think I want Courtney to win she has done amazingly or rulan I would like Arthur to win that at home prize,
The whole bmi overweight thing is stupid because I am only 5ft the top of the healthy weight range is 9st 4lb so still have a stone to go to hit the top of healthy range I got to 9st 10lb last year and that was tough!! I would like ideally to get to 8st 11lb that would give me half a stone to play with to stay in healthy weight but to be honest inam going to see how I feel because as I said early there are already skin issues and if I lose anouther stone and a half they are going to get worse and there is no point in all this if you are still miserable, If I am completly honest I have had days were I have cried my eyes out because you just don't get this lovely fit body back you start of so excited about the weight loss journey and you can look great in clothes but to put a bikini on is still a nightmare so haven't really achieved much if you still feel like you need to walk around covered up!! The other thing is I probably get undressed less in front of oh now than before, at least then I was just fat not weird looking lol, he is great and says I look fine but we are all on this journey for the way we feel about ourselves so I don't mean it to sound like a moan or a negative but I think not enough is said about the after effects of weight loss I think people only assume skin problems happen when you lose like 10 stone or something and that's not the case xxxx sorry for the rant/over information blurb xx