Diary of a boredom eater....this is my story.

[Melissa2890]

You should just have a nice chicken salad tomorrow for lunch xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

How much have you lost now? Xx

 

[SianLeighan]

Yeah that's what I was thinking, I've only lost the 4lbs so far, but then didn't get a chance to weigh myself this morning xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Ken what I hate I feel so fat compared to my 10stone sister:/ soon that will be me! I wish!
Your doing well you need to get week 1 out the way then you'll feel much better xx

 

[SianLeighan]

Same, my sister is 11 stone but she's 5ft 8 and skinny as anything!! yeah I'll be in it 100% next week no more slip ups!xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Aww it's annoying eh! My sisters only 15 though so it's not too bad, but I just want to be thin... xxx

 

[SianLeighan]

My sister's 18 but I was dead skinny until then. Just went and got my first shake out the fridge for my lunch break, had a sip and put it back, don't even want it yet xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Yeah my sister can fit into all my old clothes... depressing! I've kept all my old clothes though cause al get there xxxx

 

[Melissa2890]

You will get sick of the shakes, lucky if I'm having two ! Xxx

 

[SianLeighan]

Haha I'm exactly the same! I refuse to throw out all my old jeans. I'm not sick of them yet, just not hungry today so I'm not going to have it for the sake of it. That way if I get hungry tonight I can have extra haha xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Haha! I'm the exact same! I've got a beautiful lipsy jacket there that's too small! So I'm gonna be wearing that this winter lol! I've even got a dress that I want to wear to my Xmas meal out. That's the plan!

See I don't eat breakfast or lunch most days so think that's why I find it hard to have all 3 shakes... Xxx

 

[SianLeighan]

Yeah I find that some days I'm ravenous hungry and other days I just feel really full up xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

I just don't get hungry anymore.... Xxxx

 

[SianLeighan]

I can't wait to be like that all the time haha!xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Lol it's good but at the same time it's dangerous xxxx

 

[SianLeighan]

Yeah I spose.

I'm having a good day today!! I've had 2 people from recruitment agencies phone to me to see if they can put my cv forward for jobs. I'm looking to move out of this job I'm in at the moment as I have to live with my dad an hour away from my mums and everyone I know. So things are starting to look up!xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Aww that's great news lol!
Things are looking up for you! Xxxx

 

[SianLeighan]

Yeah, fingers crossed I get interviews! I've had a 2 interviews just recently but neither of them were successful xxx

 

[Melissa2890]

Well good luck! New body, new job lol! Xxxx

 

[Melissa2890]

I've had my first slip up tonight! A secret binge !!!