Thank you all so much for your kind words. The funeral went as well as could be expected. She had a true irish send off bless her.
I was really hungry at the wake as i hadnt eaten for daysdue to sickness bug so i gave into temptaion. i started off sooo well wth prawns and salmon and then the crusty bread came out and i ate it. 30 minutes later i was in the toilet being sick (5 days running now) Its really got me down. Went to the Dr's today and he gave me some anti sickness tablet and confirmed it was a bug. He did suggest coming off of cd for a while but i refused. He told me to just monitor and see how i go.
My thyroid test came back and they are still under active so my eds have now been increased to 100
Im sick of it all. So tired, fed up and had enough.
Yo top it off hubby and i have not been getting on at all lately. I dont know whats going on but it feels as there is a big brick wall between us. We both work full time in stressful jobs and we have 2 kids and i think we have got into a rutt. We hardly talk, when we do we argue. I dont know what to do. I want to talk to him about it but i just havent got the energy to argue anymore and i know thats what will happen.
My life just seems to be 1 big stress ball at the moment and i dont know the way out.
Sorry to go on but dont know who to turn to xxx