Do you find that people treat you differently to how they did when you were bigger?
I don't think people necessarily treat me differently, but my perception of their behaviour has definitely changed. For example, I had to buy cakes for Teacher Development yesterday. Previously, I would have been convinced that people were thinking 'She really doesn't need to be buying more cake', but that thought never even crossed my mind yesterday. I suppose I used to be quite paranoid about how people may have been looking at me, especially if I was eating or buying food. I always thought they were probably judging me, which in reality they probably weren't, because I don't think that way about people, and nobody I know thinks that way about people, so I guess it was all in my head.
One thing I have definitely found is that I get more compliments on my clothes now, and I totally put that down (indirectly) to the weight loss. I feel so much more comfortable now, so I am buying and wearing clothes that I actually like and feel confident in. Previously I had started to wear really quite dull and shapeless clothes. I suppose my style can be a little 'eccentric', as my mother has described it, but that had gone in recent years, and I rarely wore any of my more interesting items I own, even the jewellery and shoes, because I suppose I thought I would look like a fat clown, and I was worried about how people would see me.
All of this also had an effect on my personality, and I've been more withdrawn over the past couple of years. I'm starting to notice this changing now as I become more comfortable in my own skin.
I'm not back yet, but I'm getting there!