Emma,
So happy to see youre back on here, all the best for this week. You can definitely do this...... you did so well before and you just have to trust yourself more than the specialists. You know your own strength, it will take time, but youll get there... WLS is an option, but its not your only option... the fact youre back here is a really positive sign..
Try and take each day at a time, and the healthy eating will show you results.
All the best, remember any difficult days, there is support here and youre not on youre own xx