ok so i'm writing this out now...cos the day's goosed now anyway lol
been really hungry all day and not sure if it's cos i didn't have 3 proper meals yesterday? but ate all my stuff at work then proceeded to eat shortbread, and cadburys cookies...and seeing as i'm and all or nothing kinda gal, i clearly took that as a green light to ruin the whole day!
meant to be a green day and looked a bit like this....but my OH has just brought me in an iced apple turnover so i'm going to have it, and get back to normal tomorrow.
not had dinner and i'm in 2 minds whether to not bother seeing as i've blown the calories/syns or if that'll just take me back to the same hungry place tomorrow again?
anyway...
Breakfast:
slice of 1/2 syn roulade and fruit salad before work
rice pudding, berries, banana and yog when i was there
Snack:
boiled egg, tangerine and dahl loaf
Lunch:
BNS & falafel salad
shortbread, cookies AND some crisps (hangs head in shame!)
nothing yet for dinner...the apple turnover and maybe then it'll be out my system?
HEB's:
hifi bar and....
HEa's:
nothing so far
so the lesson for today is...don't give in to that "1 biscuit that i could just syn" cos i don't lol
not even gonna estimate the syns or commit to saying that's it for the day...cos it's hours til bed time so who knows!
i have got a wee bowl of fruit salad there that i can have plus the HE's if i decide to have something...but for now, i'm off to sort my food and plan tomorrow's food
it's not like me to eat stuff like that at all - it really isn't. sure if i've planned to be off plan i might...but i was just so hungry, and had eaten my sw friendly stuff...and i wanted one...so it's done now...can't take it back but boy it was all yummy!
forgot i had 2 bites of a greggs sausage roll too - oooh that was mega! it's been literally years since i had something from there - yum! not good but....deeeeee-licious!
anyway....dunno how i'm feeling about it if i'm honest...probably not as bad as i should..but i think that could be cos i know i'll just be "back to normal" tomorrow which is a bonus i guess.
to be fair, i've saved a few hundred calories in not having the HE's...could i just swap that for the shortbread? hehe...wishful thinking eh.
gotta laugh or i'll just beat myself up about it all way more than i need to
in the process of typing this, i've just cremated the stuff i had in the oven....that's karma for my bad behaviour! pmsl x