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Oddly enough, my 26lbs seems to have come off my face and ankles!!

Pmsfl noway. I bet my cankles will stay just to annoy me

 

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Yea exactly! Last time i got to 14s 3 and everyone started saying "oh youve lost enough now stop dieting you look healthy" shush. People judgements are sooo wrong haha.

I've put myself in to hibernation until another couple of weeks so they HAVE to notice by then...

OMG I hate that. Lol you will ill, oh you're losing too much blah blah blah. Ffs, I want born fat you know

 

[Lighterlifer]

I’m feeling so miserable today, fed up and teary can’t shajs it off at all. Not sure what to do with myself x

 

[Darcy15]

I’m feeling so miserable today, fed up and teary can’t shajs it off at all. Not sure what to do with myself x

Oh dear

What started that?

 

[Lighterlifer]

You know. I really dont know. The cold is irritating me a little and weve had a terrible winter for family deaths, separations etc etc. But today just seemed particularly bad. Took myself out for a drive to try ease it. I think I really need a break from both little ones but I know im not going to get it any time soon so its got me irritated. Anywho... Keep plodding on as I will. x

 

[Lighterlifer]

Aaaand breathe...

***Day 11 100% TS done!***

Egg
Cookie and cream bar
Pizza

I had a good cry today to get rid of all my frustrations! Took myself for a looooong drive to cool off. Really really had to fight my usual coping mechanism of high fat high carb comfort foods. Lighterlife 1 - demons 0!

Glad to be heading to bed to settle down. I know that saying is that good things come after the point where you were about to quit... so let’s hope some euphoria hits tomorrow!! Definately heading to yoga in the am.

Night all xx

 

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Well done on sticking to it. The determination to stick with it is going to pay off. Now you've let it out hopefully you feel better tomorrow. Its a new day. Think of the positives and if you can arrange a few hours to yourself? I know it's hard when they are small, totally get it I have the same problem sometimes. Are you due totm? When you're on a diet like this little irritations can seem ginormous. Sleep well and hope tomorrow is good to you x

 

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How are you today? X

 

[Lighterlifer]

Morning Fade Away,

Still meh today. Weighed in again for some reason like it would be an epiphany and my weight literally hasnt budged. Dealing with OH going at me now about how crap the diet it and Im starving myself and not getting any benefits blah blah. I know where he is coming from but I will not crack!! I do actually feel slimmer today funnily enough. He did say too "your belly looks less fat" hahaha Ill take the compliment. Its the only positivity I get from him! He done this last time and by the time I reached my 6th week he was totally in awe of all the christmas temptations that I didnt touch once! Ready to prove him wrong again!

I cant catch time from the children right now Their dad own a gym so literally works days evenings weekends etc the lot. Next chance for a break will be Tuesday night but Ill probably spend it cleaning as you do!

Day 12 ready for you! Eff off wind and snow youve overstayed your welcome haha. I am making my official weigh in Mondays. Which is day 1 of each new week. Last week I was 14s 13lbs on Monday morning. Not hoping for much but asking OH to hide the scales until then... tick tock, summer is coming (even though you wouldnt believe it right now!)

 

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Morning Fade Away,

Still meh today. Weighed in again for some reason like it would be an epiphany and my weight literally hasnt budged. Dealing with OH going at me now about how crap the diet it and Im starving myself and not getting any benefits blah blah. I know where he is coming from but I will not crack!! I do actually feel slimmer today funnily enough. He did say too "your belly looks less fat" hahaha Ill take the compliment. Its the only positivity I get from him! He done this last time and by the time I reached my 6th week he was totally in awe of all the christmas temptations that I didnt touch once! Ready to prove him wrong again!

I cant catch time from the children right now Their dad own a gym so literally works days evenings weekends etc the lot. Next chance for a break will be Tuesday night but Ill probably spend it cleaning as you do!

Day 12 ready for you! Eff off wind and snow youve overstayed your welcome haha. I am making my official weigh in Mondays. Which is day 1 of each new week. Last week I was 14s 13lbs on Monday morning. Not hoping for much but asking OH to hide the scales until then... tick tock, summer is coming (even though you wouldnt believe it right now!)

Ive had the same many times with my hubby too. It always made me crack. He's not been so bad this time and is impressed at me sticking. I think with putting on so much weight he realises I have to do something.
Keep going, summer will soon come round... I hope lol x

 

[Darcy15]

Keep going......you can do this!

 

[Lighterlifer]

Thanks both. I am ploughing though! Im putting my faith in the woosh effect right now haha. Maybe my body is just like.... why is this happening? Don't do this to me?! hahaha. If my meds are having an impact it can only be a week or so that it will truly make a difference. It cant stop the fat loss effect!

Oh my... I have only just remembered to have my first pack! 1pm!!! Oops! That was definitely not planned :/ This "stalled" weight loss has got my thinking about food week though. If im not efficient now so early then I might HAVE to attempt it and keep a close eye on feelings and cravings :/ weight etc. I will be very boring with it though and literally have one egg or something hahahaha. Cross that bridge when it comes!

This weekend I decided Im having a big sort out of my clothes! Even all the old ones that have been hoarded for 10 years can go! Think i'll plan a car booty for something to occupy me one weekend! x

 

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Yeah I know what you mean. I hope that the scales actually move by Monday. Lol if I'm starving and hungry and nothing changes I think ill cry lol. I know it will eventually show but god cold days and all this water is hard going. Food week is meant to be a good boost but like you I know it's a struggle to get back. We will have to kick each others butt.
I was thinking about going through my vac bags lol now I'm 40 I think I'll be a bit passed it for some of my old stuff.

 

[Lighterlifer]

Oh man...guess the spring is our friend after all!! Just making my second pack now :/ have a terrible headache but just been so busy the time ran away with me!! 5:30pm! Terrible! GOnna try have my last by 7:30pm and jump in bed with a film as im alone tonight. meh.

x

 

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Oh man...guess the spring is our friend after all!! Just making my second pack now :/ have a terrible headache but just been so busy the time ran away with me!! 5:30pm! Terrible! GOnna try have my last by 7:30pm and jump in bed with a film as im alone tonight. meh.

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I don't recommend you watch monster family lol how did you not realise you hadn't had your pack, haha I've been desperately trying to space mine all day famished. Yes Warner weather makes it so much easier wS feeling so good beginning of the week

 

[Lighterlifer]

haha. I dont know I was just so ust today and literally not given myself time to stop. Ive had about 2/3 litres water but can not get rid of headache for nothing My eye is so sore too meh. I think I need my bed for a cuddle haha. Going to make myself some "pancakes" at 7pm like a desert I think xx

 

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Hi Lighterlifer, just caught up on your diary. Sorry you’ve had the testy time. Mine hit me unexpectedly for a few days which I finally pinned down to my inlaws as trigger. No break from time with little ones is tough too. Keep going, your whoosh will come soon if you stick to plan. You know how it works! I’m WI Monday’s. I look forward to seeing your post.

 

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haha. I dont know I was just so ust today and literally not given myself time to stop. Ive had about 2/3 litres water but can not get rid of headache for nothing My eye is so sore too meh. I think I need my bed for a cuddle haha. Going to make myself some "pancakes" at 7pm like a desert I think xx

Get yourself an early night. Enjoy your pancakes I've got yet another shake lol. I'm going to have to buy a microwave get some porridge I need to chew something.

 

[Lighterlifer]

Bleurgh never again! I done them on the job though if you’re planning a try...


*DAY 12 100% TS done!***

Chocolate shake (mmmm surprisingly delicious!)
Fajita
Gooey pecan as pancakes (no!)

Not been too bad today Aside from cold and thirsty but squeezed my packs into a normal finish time I think haha. Hopping in to bed with my little one. Think I’ll put a deep film on and wind down Ready to tackle my second weekend!! X

 

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Bleurgh never again! I done them on the job though if you’re planning a try...


*DAY 12 100% TS done!***

Chocolate shake (mmmm surprisingly delicious!)
Fajita
Gooey pecan as pancakes (no!)

Not been too bad today Aside from cold and thirsty but squeezed my packs into a normal finish time I think haha. Hopping in to bed with my little one. Think I’ll put a deep film on and wind down Ready to tackle my second weekend!! X

Lol now I fancy a pancake and I've got no mix hahaha. I need to order more packs.