Fiona's baby diaries.....

[FionaMcd]

Fiona some of your feeling sick is due to grief so just eat little and often while you can
glad you have your cousin with you
H xx

Hi h. My cousin had to go back to London he's flying to brazil soon so lots to sort. I woke up upset so called my mom, showered dressed short walk to asda fancied wraps for my lunch now I feel over full and nauseas. My aunt is shutting everyone out do I won't know what's going on for few days I expect, some families do have them???
Anyhow need a rest v v tired this bug had wiped me out completely I have no strength x

 

[Aaleigha]

please dont bring up families I have not spoken to my siblings since my mother passed and in therapy I have learnt a LOT
we all need to protect ourselves at times and perhaps your aunt is having to do the same
hugs for you all
H xx

 

[FionaMcd]

please dont bring up families I have not spoken to my siblings since my mother passed and in therapy I have learnt a LOT
we all need to protect ourselves at times and perhaps your aunt is having to do the same
hugs for you all
H xx

Thanks in meantime I'm just going about my life down here can't afford the £100+ train fare without knowing when where funeral is etc x

 

[Aaleigha]

Fiona there is nothing you can do at the moment - dont let it stress you things will work out - sometimes it just takes time might have to be a pm to safeguard the hospital and then you can go register the death and sort funeral - so being the weekend nothing will happen yet so just relax and things will start moving monday or tuesday H xx

 

[FionaMcd]

Fiona there is nothing you can do at the moment - dont let it stress you things will work out - sometimes it just takes time might have to be a pm to safeguard the hospital and then you can go register the death and sort funeral - so being the weekend nothing will happen yet so just relax and things will start moving monday or tuesday H xx

I'm ok h honestly I'm not stressed having lovely chats with my mom and she's being so lovely and Imogen of course. My husband is on nights but he's great when he's awake lol, my aunt needs to deal with all of this. I need to keep grounded and calm for Isobel who is now at 31 weeks x

 

[Aaleigha]

31 weeks already that has gone so quickly

 

[FionaMcd]

31 weeks already that has gone so quickly

Gosh I'm feeling it now h you know when bub hasn't dropped yet and you feel like you're suffocating??? I'm at that stage boy it's not pleasant!! This is our final baby so thankfully I don't have to do it again x

 

[Allimack]

Sorry 2 hear wat a tuff time u'v been avin lately hun! I'm sorry for yer loss n my thoughts r wif u n yer family at this difficult time. I hope u n Imogen r on the mend health-wise 2!
:flowers:xoxoxo

 

[FionaMcd]

Sorry 2 hear wat a tuff time u'v been avin lately hun! I'm sorry for yer loss n my thoughts r wif u n yer family at this difficult time. I hope u n Imogen r on the mend health-wise 2!
:flowers:xoxoxo

Thanks so much, Imogen and I are both on the mend now x

 

[FionaMcd]

Breakfast tropical fruit salad
Lunch ravioli with tomato sauce (passata based)
Dinner spagetti meatballs side salad

H ex a milk
H ex b

Syns galaxy 14 smarties 1(15)

Going to take Imogen for a little short walk maybe to get actual spagetti for tonight x

 

[Aaleigha]

hope you have as good a day as you can hunnie

and yes I still remember what that feeling of baby being right up under the diaphram is like - I think its something we dont forget
I only had the two children too - quite determined to not have an only child but to stop at two

enjoy your walk
H xx

 

[FionaMcd]

hope you have as good a day as you can hunnie

and yes I still remember what that feeling of baby being right up under the diaphram is like - I think its something we dont forget
I only had the two children too - quite determined to not have an only child but to stop at two

enjoy your walk
H xx

Took a walk but it was soooo freezing wasn't totally enjoyable but we still pointed out dogs ducks boats etc
I had some ravioli which not SW friendly but hey a tin is 3.5 syns and I had about 1.5 syns worth? Better than I ready meal I figured
I hate feeling like I'm struggling for breath. We also are drawing the line at 2 xx

 

[FionaMcd]

Weighed in still at the 2.5 lb loss yay

 

[FionaMcd]

Breakfast grapes
Lunch Mixed salad ham
Dinner SW "fry" up

H ex a milk
H ex b

Syns sausages 2 hot chocolate 10 mayo 3 (15)

Walked to town which is 3 miles got the bus back though as I can't handle too much walking at the moment x

 

[Aaleigha]

you were on line early Hun

did you have trouble sleeping
I am off to jc today and NOT looking forward to it

 

[FionaMcd]

you were on line early Hun

did you have trouble sleeping
I am off to jc today and NOT looking forward to it

Imogen woke up crying for milk bless her I've not slept well for about 10 days now.. Oh gosh h the JC is NOT a place I like going to... I always feel picked on cause I still have quite a strong accent x

 

[FionaMcd]

Massive ruck in the family well this is not going I plan I can't wait for tony to wake up (he's on nights) and give me a big hug I just need him x

 

[Aaleigha]

oh darling I am sorry
there is often nothing quite as difficult as families
and I survived the JC so all is well

 

[FionaMcd]

oh darling I am sorry
there is often nothing quite as difficult as families
and I survived the JC so all is well

Or people who claim to be family but are infact hangers on that just want to see if they can get in with us cause grandma was wealthy!! It's horrendous I can't wait for it all to be over x

 

[FionaMcd]

I've been up since midnight!!! Zero sleep equals very cranky FIFI