Well what got into me yesterday????? I'm usually very up beat, optimistic, look on the glass as half full type of girl - and all the knocks I've had in the past etc ... I bounce back.
But I think yesterday was a bit of a reality check day. When I did what I advise everyone else to do (aren't we great at that??!!) and read back through my diary from page 1 .... I became so distressed, and despondant that I ended up being a right misery - so firstly apologies to those who had to suffer me ... Zareena, Gen, Cheb, D_Q, Mindless, Karion, Kazz, FFnF, Redpam .........hope I have not missed anyone off ...... and thanks guys for your support and for caring. Do you know you are a fantastic bunch of people???? and yes the song "Lean on me" is very apt D_Q.
Today is another day .... not been near the scales - daren't I'll have Mindless smacking my hand!!! but feel really positive etc. I
really do not want to look back through this diary in 6months time and be saying the same things ... and neither do you lot want me to!! So the only way not to be like that is get myself where I want to be ... a size 12 .... as soon as I can!!!
I've had one shake, copious amounts of water so far - and I'm ready for the weekend. Have even done some housework!!!!! HELP!!!!! My long suffering OH (he was really scared as he'd never seen me like that before!) and i are off out tonight with friends - and I'm driving as I'll only be on water with the odd diet coke.
So here's to all of you ..... cheers ... oh and it's fizzy water!!!!