Frances' PP Diary

Yea it can be quite scary.. Have you lost someone you were close to?
When i'm having a seriously hard time of or i'm really down I can feel my Mam there.. Sounds mad to some people but I know its her.. As I can always smell her cigarettes.. She just smoke John Player Blue which are really common but she's the only one that smoked in our house.. So since she passed away there has been no-one smoking in the house and most definitely no-one has ever smoked in my bedroom..
On her first anniversary I was at a really low point (it is afterall 2 weeks before Christmas!!) n i was dreading going to the graveyard on that day especially, n was laying in bed trying to sleep in coz I thought "the longer I'm asleep the longer I can put it off" kinda thing... And I swear I felt her hold me.. You know that way you know someone's hug??? Anyway.. that's my story :D She never let me down when she was here... and I know she'd never leave me on my own when I needed her now she's gone..
Seeing Bernie Stokes and getting her messages are what brought me thru her death.. Just to be told so many personal things followed by her telling me my Mam is proud of me, she loved me, she's sorry for leaving me, but she's not really left and she's happy... What more could I want to kno??!!
 
I haven't exactly lost anyone close but I have a feeling it's young...........I think I may know what it is but I can't really say:)

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Thursday 09th February -

Water: 3.5Ltr

Brekkie: 30g Porridge

Lunch: Baked potato. Ex Light Laughing Cow Triangle. Tomato. Onion.

Snacks: Banana. Orange. Apple.

Dinner: Breadroll (3) Chicken. Veg. 1 small Roastie (4) Half apple & berry crumble (4) - 11pp

Total Used: 11/20
AP's earned today: 0
Total AP's earned: 6

Was out for dinner at the night with Bernie Stokes so I think under the circumstances i dont OK?! WI day tomoroooo....ooooohhhhh....
 
Jaysus you did really well hon. how was the show? I'm dreading weigh in this week again lol. I've been too bold this week :(

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Well just draw a line n start again.. I'm sure it won't be too bad tho chic.. Although we're bold now n then, I think we usually tend to still make better choices than we would have done before... Think positive..

Yea I really enjoyed the show.. Didnt get a reading personally but 2 of the girls with me did.. So was happy for them..
Although.. This going out with girls n not drinkin?? Will NEVER happen again.. Was so stressful!!! ha ha.. Drunken fools so they were..
 
I'm thinking positive but had too many meals out this week. Lifes been hectic and I've been feeling very down this week. I will try harder next week methinks.

Oh that's interesting, were the readings good? I'm lucky in that I don't mind being without drink - I'm the designated driver lol :p x

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Yea I was designated dessie last night.. It didn't bother me that I wasn't drinking... But being the sober one kinda automatically makes you mammy of the group and that's what bothered me.. 2 of the girls were ridiculously drunk!! Like, I've been in equally as bad states n worse states.. but that be on mad nites out.. not when I've gone to dinner and a show.. I think the phrase is "a time and a place"...
Like one of the girls was falling asleep on the table...

Yea life can be like that at times can't it.. I've had feck all time to do curves againt his week.. With dental appointments, optician appointments, that show... The workout is only half an hour but then the shower and getting ready after is another hour/1.5hours so its hard... We can but try.. :)
 
That's a bit mad. Dinner and a show isn't really the place to get hammered!? I'd be a little irritated with that!

Life was mad this week. And the OH feeding me up and treating me so I wasn't so down was nice but I can't make a habit of it lol!!
I've only been on 2 runs this week, gonna do one this evening so that'll be 3 this week. I only earn 2AP a time though!

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Well you do deserve to be treated so its nice :)

2 runs is better than 0 runs so still good.. Still more than me..

How have you been today?? I'd love a good auld binge this evening.. Bet its just coz psychologically I know I can't coz WI in the morning...
 
Dubchick81 said:
Well you do deserve to be treated so its nice :)

2 runs is better than 0 runs so still good.. Still more than me..

How have you been today?? I'd love a good auld binge this evening.. Bet its just coz psychologically I know I can't coz WI in the morning...
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I always have that weds evening as wi is thurs I have just eaten half a curly wurly so gone over points because of that! I need the sugar!!!
 
I had a curly wurly and tayto today? honest to god WTF is wrong with me? I seem to always get this urge on a Friday right before WI tomorrow. Defo need to go for a run this evening now!!
 
Baby-belle said:
Update I just had two pink and whites I'm just so hungry totm ruins everything!!!
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Hmmm love pink n whites.
I just had a MASSIVE omelette packed with veg and toast (ww bread) for dinner... So full :)
 
Hope it goes ok for you honey, I hate the bloated feeling - I have it too :( xx

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