Not sure why I'm posting, no one comes to see me
lol.. but here goes..
Felt really emotional last night, kids always have shop pizza's or lasagne's on Sat night -their choice. OH usually joins them in pizza. So thought I'd cook myself a syn free chick biryani and he said he wanted some of that.
Took me time to prepare, marinated the chicken first too and while it was cooking, I made a fun jokey remark to him saying "aren't oyu lucky to have someone who will cook new things for you". He said "its just food and why should anyone fall on the floor and be thankfull for what I've cooked, if they say thanks at the end of the meal, then surely thats enough". I was gob smacked.. pretty choked with that reply.. am I being over emotional? The night before that I'd made chineese at home (all syn free), he had the choice of having KFC with the kids, but opted out.. so did what he liked and asked if he liked it, he said nothing.. Think I need to make a stand.. as feeling unappreciated to say the least.
Now that would have usually sent me over the edge.. and I'd have gone for chocolate or a few vino's.. but resisted, had zilch!! Just pepsi max and fruit salad from tesco's with my alpen light bar. So saved 7.5 syns last night and with the 18 carried over from rest of week, I have 25.5 extra for today, totals 35.5.
Am going to Stoke on trent with kids and OH today, leaving at lunch, bowling and cinema tonight and Aqua World tomorrow, so will use those sys for sure!
Food aims for today:
EE day
bfast - 2 rashers bacon (f), poached egg (f), mushrooms(sf), tomatoes (sf) and beans (f). Banana (sf) and pear (sf)
Lunch - aim for salad of somesort
Dinner - Jacket, Steak and peas in pub
3 glasses of wine (18 syns).
Desert - will share or have a fruit salad
There we are, all good so far.. just need to get my happy head on now, lol