Morning everyone,
just want to thank everyone for all the support on here, it's very helpful and I always know that you will support not Criticise me if I fall off the wagon.
im 10.6.6 today, I feel so let down by myself it's unbelievable. I'm basically just floating back up aren't I?
my menu yesterday
B 1 bp coffee, 1 creamed coffee
L 1 cup rocket, salaminis, 4 cherry toms, olive oil, mayo and parmesan
D half tin tuna, 1 cup baby leaf, 20g grated red cheddar, mayo
S McDonald's plain double cheeseburger without bun- need to stop these again as I believe they are piling the weight in even without the bun.
S 25g emmental cheese
S tbs almond butter
S 2 squares Lindt 85% dark choc
at least 4 litres water
COffees with soya cream instead of usual cream since same carbs half cals. It's not as tasty but tough! Had about 4
No more choc or burgers.
One of my problems right now is that I am super stressed with work, like to the point my stomach is knotted and I've been grinding my teeth. Plus sometimes I have to remember to breathe properly. I'm aware I'm shallow breathing all day and its terrible. I'm fed up with having to think what to cook for everyone here 3 times per day...even if I go back to cd I still have to cook meals here anyway, the washing up is a nightmare cooking for all with different dishes.
These are the times I just end up withdrawn and snack because its easier. My sleeping pattern is still good although I'm feeling more tired than before. So I'm happy but feeling quite worn down and defeated, diet is getting on top of me the fact I can't just eat like normal people.....it's a constant battle. Moan over, tomorrow will be perky even if it kills me because I am glad you all read my diary and would hate to put you all off from coming along.
hope you all have a great day! The weather is brilliant!