Hi i`m back again lol

[MadamDotty]

That's really lovely of you to take your neighbour's daughter under your wing and help her along, plus I'm sure she'll gee you along too, you'll be good support for each other.

Hope it all goes ok at WW tonight, let us know how it all goes

 

[Roch]

Good luck to the 2 of you. Enjoy the meeting
Irene xx

Hi Irene hun how r u doing hope u had a good weekend. The meeting went really well and i am pleased i re joined.
Take care xx.

 

[Roch]

OOOOO Roch good luck and well done for taking the young girl with you......!
Hope you both get on well.

Morning Sonya, i think me taking Angel along and spurring her on will def help me as i cant let her down by not going to the meetings and i have to set a good example to her.

So girl how r u what did u get up 2 over the weekend, and how is Cal`s foot now is he still hobbling or back to normal.
Take care xx

 

[Roch]

That's really lovely of you to take your neighbour's daughter under your wing and help her along, plus I'm sure she'll gee you along too, you'll be good support for each other.

Hope it all goes ok at WW tonight, let us know how it all goes

Morning Md yes u r right there Angel coming along with me is def helping me already.
Just looked at ur countdown and u r off to spain in 2 weeks u lucky lady hope u have a lovely time hun xxx

 

[Roch]

Well i wanted to join my local ww meeting and it used to be on a Friday night at 6pm but when i checked online they have changed the date to Wednesday at 6 so as i wanted to join desperately so i went to another meeting but not local 2 me.
It was a good meeting and this week i will transfer over to my local group which on Wednesday which is only 10 min walk and when i feel a bit fitter and the weather is nicer i will walk there instead of driving which hopefully will be in the next few weeks.

Spoke to my gp when i rejoined WW and discussed with her the best diet for me to follow and she said i should def follow a low carb,low fat and high protein diet which will help me lose weight faster.
I am making sure the foods i eat are low Gl which is helping with cravings and hunger and i am also in ketosis.
I am sticking to around 40grms of carbs a day and around 1000 cals and also taking a multi vit from the doctor which are like horse pills
Got into ketosis by day 2 and i am really enjoying my meals made some lovely veg soup and i thoroughly enjoy it big time and keep some in the fridge most days.
Am drinking at least 2/3 litres of fluids and my water retention is going down slowly.
I feel energised which is really good and looking forward to my first weigh in which will be on Wednesday evening.

Well i have had a busy past few days had my best friends daughter with me over the weekend and she always keeps me occupied lol.
Got a phone call yesterday and it was from a cab company that i cold called some time ago asking if they had any vacancies for a controller or telephonist i know they are not a very good job but as i have not worked for over 3 yrs and i hope 2 return to studying in September i thought as i am not ready emotionally to be around alot of people then i job like this will be a stepping stone for me.
The owner said i had a very good telephone manner and that is why he called me back for an interview but i have 2 worries they might sound stupid to some people but they are worring for me big time.

1) That i will be judged by my phyisical appearance and not my ability to do the job with my eyes closed !!
2) Recently an expesive leather chair that cost me £100 and i have only had for 3 months broke a wheel snapped off and i am positive it is because of my weight and what happens if that happens there i would feel so shame i would most prob run out and not come back !!

These 2 things are playing on my mind big time and part of me even wants to cancel to save me the embarassment !!
Not sure what 2 do i really want to be working but i am worried !!!

 

[sonkie]

Morning Sonya, i think me taking Angel along and spurring her on will def help me as i cant let her down by not going to the meetings and i have to set a good example to her.

So girl how r u what did u get up 2 over the weekend, and how is Cal`s foot now is he still hobbling or back to normal.
Take care xx

Pleased you have the added incentive of a buddy to go with and you feel you have to lead by example, how are you both doing ????

I ate friday and saturday, put on 6lbs so was back on form all day yesterday and lost 3lbs of the gain....
Cal is fine now.

 

[sonkie]

Roch you go for it, be yourself and ooze confidence for your interview...then you can shake and wobble after ....lol. Dont worry about these things they are highly unlikely to happen. You go and show them you could do the job standing on your head.

Good luck hun

 

[Roch]

Pleased you have the added incentive of a buddy to go with and you feel you have to lead by example, how are you both doing ????

I ate friday and saturday, put on 6lbs so was back on form all day yesterday and lost 3lbs of the gain....
Cal is fine now.

We are both doing good i am so proud of my little Angel she is trying so hard and everyone in her family are supporting her so much and i go down to do her tracker with her each day.
Well done for getting back on track Sonya by tomorrow that 6lb would of melted away.
Am glad Cal is not hobbling any more if i think about all the injuries Aaron has had my god i could near enough write a short story.
Take care hun and have a good day xxx

 

[Geri]

Hiya roch,
great to hear you sounding so positive on the w.w front

Like sonkie says, go for the interview, you were asked to go because you have a good telephone manner. Go for it girlie

Havnt heard you sounding so upbeat for ages - tis lovely to hear

 

[kittykat]

go for it roch you truly deserve it hun xxx

 

[IreneH]

I know you will give the interview your very best and they have already heard what you are like on the phone so that is a big advantage. Good luck with the interview. I'm a firm believer if you are meant to get the job you will and if not the right job is still around the corner.
Irene xx

 

[htpink]

I say take confront the issue head on! Go for the interview, be charming when you go in and when you sit down say in a really non-confrontational way that you were worried about being judged on your appearance as its difficult for people not to so you are really glad they called you for interview based on your telephone manner.

And as for the chair - you sit on chairs at your Drs and WW and other places and they don't break - so pick the sturdiest one and don't fret about it!

 

[MadamDotty]

Yep, you go for it, they must like you to have asked you in for an interview, they are obviously interested and take pride in that fact.

All the best and let us know how it goes.

 

[cah-ching]

Hi Roch,

Just a quickie before I go to bed ..... good luck with the job interview.

 

[CLUCKS]

Keep it all up

Roch
I have read your thread and though on't get on here as often as I'd like I've read through briefly the past two weeks instalments.
Firstly - well done on accepting your Uncle's offer, wonderful news.
2ndly - well done on your nails and hair etc - its the little steps that count!
3rdly - I fully appreciate depression as I am currently suffering too - dont matter who tells you your glass is half full your mind only see's it as empty, which, you can't accept as you KNOW it's half full but those negative feelings are there and they don't shift! I'm there with you 100%.:cry:

I am waiitng to see my GP for advice regarding anitdepressants 21st May til appt but I am too taking the steps.

Anyway - just wanted to say hi etc & hope you're still doing ok xxxx

 

[cah-ching]

I am waiitng to see my GP for advice regarding anitdepressants 21st May til appt but I am too taking the steps.

Good luck Clucks

xx

 

[Roch]

Hiya roch,
great to hear you sounding so positive on the w.w front

Like sonkie says, go for the interview, you were asked to go because you have a good telephone manner. Go for it girlie

Havnt heard you sounding so upbeat for ages - tis lovely to hear

Hi Geri thanks hun i do feel upbeat and getting used to being busy and not sitting on my fat arse all day lol
The interview is tomorrow and i am feeling apprehensive but positive, i really want this job its not my ideal job at all but its def a stepping stone for me.
So girly how r u doing, woman we only live 10 mins away from each other and we never see each other lol
Glad to see u r back on track.
Take care and thanks Geri xx

 

[Roch]

go for it roch you truly deserve it hun xxx

Thanks hun i am def going to go for it fingers crossed ill get it.
How r u doing hun have not been online much the past few days so have to catch up on everybodys diary thread.
Take care and have a nice day KK xxx

 

[Roch]

I know you will give the interview your very best and they have already heard what you are like on the phone so that is a big advantage. Good luck with the interview. I'm a firm believer if you are meant to get the job you will and if not the right job is still around the corner.
Irene xx

Hi Irene, thanks hun u r right if i am meant to get this job then that is what is going to happen, but still keep your fingers crossed for me pls.
So hun hows things with u hope u r ok take care and chat soon xx

 

[Roch]

Yep, you go for it, they must like you to have asked you in for an interview, they are obviously interested and take pride in that fact.

All the best and let us know how it goes.

Hi Md thanks hun for always supporting me i really appreciate it.
Am not sure if there are others coming for the interview as its a Taxi firm run by a very religious jewish man and all the customers are orthodox jews he did try and talk me into working as a mini cab driver for the lady customers as the orthodox jewish women will only have a lady driver and i have been a cab driver years ago when i first seperated from Aarons dad but i am not fit enough for that at the momment.

Not long till your holiday hope u have a lovely time, take care and ty xx