I come from a smart family, and at school it was always my friends that were smart, not me. So that didn't help the thinking I am stupid thing... Or rather, incapable. I loved uni though, and people were asking ME how to do things and what I thought. But I had no experience in anything other than a bit of retail in the holidays. I managed to get a job in marketing which I thought I wanted to do and I hated it so much I left and spent 3-4 months getting rejected from every job I applied for until I got another crappy retail job, that led me to being assistant manager really quickly. Which was great but I hated it and I hated the hours. I'm just hoping learning Excel and proving I can learn on the job (i got 2 more qualifications whilst working at my old place) as well as the assistant manager role will be enough to help me get an admin job. So it is more the experience side that might bite me in the arse.
What will be will be and everything happens for a reason.
Excited for tap class tomorrow
hopefully I won't plummet to the ground again!
Food today
B: raspberries, grapes, banana, yogurt
S: snack a jack 2.5 syns
L: beef (pot roast) carrots, onion, celery, stock, sprouts, potatoes, parsnips.
I was so proud, mum dished it out and forgot to give me a small plate, but she gave me less than her & dad, and I still left some.
Tonight I will either use my hea and heb on a cheese roll or a hot chocolate and 2 hifi light bars. I think it'll be the former and I will have a hifi light bar or mini malteser bunny for 3 syns and some quavers or s&v snack a jacks for 4.5 syns to bring me to 50 at the end of day 5.