Thanks, Hope you had a good one too.
Hi Von good to see you.
Hello again Von, Sorry I've been neglecting minis.
Thanks hun. I hadn't realised I'd been away for so long. LOL.
Sorry for being AWOL folks, has been a combo of different things mainly feeling a bit yuck. And still trying to fullfill my prearranged commitments, well when I say commitments it was mostly funtime planned with friends but when I'm feeling rough I have to force myself to go and then I pay the price for a few days afterwards, but it's worth it.
Then there has been the healthy eating failures of late. I have fallen back into the habit of eating rubbish to often and too much of it too. I weighed myself (which I had been avoiding cos as we all know if we don't have a figure to put on it, it clearly hasn't happened) and I have gained loads. So annoyed with myself cos it's so hard to shift and goes on like lightening. Why can I not be string when I feel unwell, I have just been reaching for junk then replenishing it when I have gone shopping. AAARGH I had a half plan to lose loads before my next milestone birthday next year and this has now been over a month when I have been going the wrong direction, why do I do this to myself? Even my mum has had a go at me about gaining
she normally keeps quiet when I gain and only mentions it when I'm losing, but yesterday on the phone she had a good five minute rant on how much happier !! I am when losing and then to rub salt in the wound had a go at how awful my clothes are looking on me these days. Thanks mum I really needed the boost. She doesn't appreciate how yuck I feel but that's OK cos I don't always tell her so she won't worry as there's nowt she can do about it. I just wish she would be a bit more supportive when I do say I'm not well cos then it means I'm really not very well at all. And to cap it all, pretty much as soon as she finished having her weight related go at me she was wanting to out for lunch. I think the irony of it was lost on her cos she got a bit miffed when I pointed it out to her but again the best she could come up with was well you could just have a main course and no chips or potatoes and no sauces, complete failure to comprehend that the restaurant she likes to go to has no SW friendly options at all. Hmmm what's a girl to do??? Bottom line is she's now in the huff with me and muttering that she'll never ask to go out for a meal again. Overreacting much there mum.
Anyway enough of my own private pity party, and back on with the show. I have so much to do in the house and garden with having been ignoring it for the best part of a week. How does it get so bad so quickly. All I feel like doing is curling up and sleeping but needs must. OK whinge over (for now at least) Hope you are all well and having fun.
