Jenna's 2013, back on track and getting to goal diary.

B****! If i wasn't working i would have had them! Why don't u put a post on the main forum to see if anyone wants them? X

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Hi Kim, I wasn't sure if I was allowed - forums are quite strict about posting links. But worth a try :) xx

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Surprisingly feeling good today despite the disgusting list of stuff I ate yesterday, I know it's only lunchtime but it's truely rare I feel good about a day on plan these days.

Breakfast
Fruit salad and muller light (added in a banana, apple and some pineapple)

Lunch
Shreddies, milk and banana (A1 and B1)

Dinner
2 x LM sausages, 3 eggs (I'm officially a fatty), spag hoops, mushrooms, onions, 2 x wholemeal toast (B2)
 
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Ok everything positive I said earlier ...ignore it. I have eaten so much chocolate I don't even know. I don't know what is wrong with me I just can't seem to stop myself, I can see me being fat again in no time. I want to stop it, I don't wanna be fat but I just can't motivate myself.

I can feel your pain my lovely - I've been a total nightmare since the hen party last weekend - chocolate, biscuits, takeaways. I'm giving myself a really hard time about it but haven't been able to stop. Need to be back on it on Monday. Scared what the scales will say though.

Don't beat yourself up too much - look back at some old photos and remind yourself how far you've come! You were such a massive inspiration to me when I joined here and you still are - to get from where you were to size 8 is just incredible! You won't let yourself go back, I know you won't.

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Wish there was a way you could stop stressing about food for a while and take the pressure off. You can do sw you don't need to overthink it just do the best you can each meal time and you can't do any better than that and then when you are able to focus more then do it.

Fantastic news about getting through to the second stages of interviews...focus on that for a while not the scales.
 
Just take each meal at a time Jenna, don't be so hard on yourself... sometimes being too hard on ourselves can make us go off plan even more. *hugs* doesn't help that you're all over the place at the minute with interviews and concerts ect. but just enjoy it all, be on plan when you can and when you're not don't worry about it. Life is for enjoying.
 
Just subscribing. Looked through your photo thread and you've done incredibly well! Hopefully I'll do half as good!!
 
Right, I need to pull myself together. Stop feeling so god damn sorry for myself and attempt to take each day as it comes. I'm literally disgusted with myself but as of now I'm going to try and get back on track. I know I've said it before but I also want to stop drinking alcohol as it does me no favours...weight wise or dignity wise.
I shall report my food intake tomorrow. Wish me luck.
Also, thank you guys for your support. I don't say it often enough.
 
Jenna you wench, I've found you :)
 
Ok, I posted another thread moaning about how woe is me everything is at the minute. The one thing I really don't want at the moment is for people to see me and to realise I've put weight back on. It terrifies me. I have a friend who is home for the week from England who wants to see me tonight and I've made an excuse cause the idea of her realising I'm 'fat' again is not pleasant. Basically, in short, if I could live like a hermit I would. Now I know that's not practical nor healthy but anyways.

To avoid going out today I have just successfully placed my first online Tesco order which I think may be the way forth from now on anyways as it saves considerable time and effort, plus it's easier to resist temptation when you're not walking past aisle upon aisle of biscuits. It also saves me the hassle of having to pack my own bags and do the horrendous trip from the car to the house...definitely worth the 4quid for delivery.

I start a new job on Monday (so prepare for screaming and crying on Sunday) and I'm hoping that routine will also help get me back in shape. However, for now...I only HAVE to go out one evening this week (much to my disgust...God I sound like a FREAK) on Friday evening but I don't plan on drinking (which will be much to my friends disgust) simply as I don't want a repeat of Dublin nor do I want the syns.

I think the way for me to go is complete avoidance of anything that remotely resembles chocolate. It is QUITE clear that I do not have the willpower to eat one of anything and instead gorge on whatever I can get my chubby little hands on.

For the first time in days I'm feeling slightly positive and upbeat however that may be due to the fact its 7am and as yet I haven't been to sleep. Oh dear. Perhaps a normal sleep pattern will help with my weightloss.
 
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