Auburn
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My afternoon wasn't too bad, Kally
But...
Then I went to Weigh In and put on 2 lbs.
I got mad at myself.
I came home mad.
I ate food.
I didn't even taste it, it just went in the gob.
I had a bowl of special K
I had more cheese on toast
I had another sodding cardboardy snack a jack
I DON'T EVEN LIKE THEM!!
I feel stuffed, as in my tummy feels completely and uncomfortably full, but at the same time I do not feel like I have eaten a thing. I think this is because I ate standing up pacing round the kitchen [activity points??? No, didn't think so!]
But what's done is done. I'm going to drive to the nearest foresty bit, and head out for a walk, now. And get a notebook for my thoughts and have a think. Then get petrol, and get some vegetables at Tescos. Some free ones. I don't mean 5 finger discount, I mean zero point veggies...
To be fair, I did have takeaway on wednesday, I had a huge meal out on friday, and lunch out on friday, and I've been eating an awful lot of cheese. Way too much cheese...
BUT! The day has been an ok day, in the main. Got a phonecall about another potential job, which is 30 minutes from home, 1 hr 10 from Bikers, and a heck of a payrise... So... I said yeah, I wanna go forward for that.
But...
Then I went to Weigh In and put on 2 lbs.
I got mad at myself.
I came home mad.
I ate food.
I didn't even taste it, it just went in the gob.
I had a bowl of special K
I had more cheese on toast
I had another sodding cardboardy snack a jack
I DON'T EVEN LIKE THEM!!
I feel stuffed, as in my tummy feels completely and uncomfortably full, but at the same time I do not feel like I have eaten a thing. I think this is because I ate standing up pacing round the kitchen [activity points??? No, didn't think so!]
But what's done is done. I'm going to drive to the nearest foresty bit, and head out for a walk, now. And get a notebook for my thoughts and have a think. Then get petrol, and get some vegetables at Tescos. Some free ones. I don't mean 5 finger discount, I mean zero point veggies...
To be fair, I did have takeaway on wednesday, I had a huge meal out on friday, and lunch out on friday, and I've been eating an awful lot of cheese. Way too much cheese...
BUT! The day has been an ok day, in the main. Got a phonecall about another potential job, which is 30 minutes from home, 1 hr 10 from Bikers, and a heck of a payrise... So... I said yeah, I wanna go forward for that.