Jen's Diary - 3lb down :)
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smilerjen
Has the power of the horn
I will munch on! Was so paranoid about every mouthful I took tho!!
Spend the evening with Sandy and her mum. Was so nice to meet her, she is lovely and very much like Sandy! Food wise not so bad, had my oats so simple, then some pate and Melba toast then my risotto. Had a wee weight watcher brownie at Sandy s mum house too...even in times of crisis she has the weight watchers at the ready! That's dedication! Hope everyone is well xx
Spend the evening with Sandy and her mum. Was so nice to meet her, she is lovely and very much like Sandy! Food wise not so bad, had my oats so simple, then some pate and Melba toast then my risotto. Had a wee weight watcher brownie at Sandy s mum house too...even in times of crisis she has the weight watchers at the ready! That's dedication! Hope everyone is well xx
smilerjen
Has the power of the horn
ah thank you M...had another episode of crying in the toilets today! 
lol! It was a special lunch bought in from Marks and Spencers today. So I brought in my WW soup and had a half sandwich of Chicken salad cause I knew that would be 3.5 points....THEN one of the girls (depute head!) came in, pointed at me eating my soup and laughed. My girls jumped to my defence and said it was a bit insensitive but she kept going. Saying "oh I am full but I could still eat another sandwich...ha ha you cant!" picking up the pavlova and say ooh yummy and laughing! I know I am really sensitive and put on the class clown front to cover it up, but I dont think I was being over sensitive to get upset at that! I told her I didnt think it was that funny and asked her to stop about 3 times and she kept going, so eventually I got up and left! Then cried in the toilets! Am so annoyed with myself for getting upset! Wish I had pointed at her and said depute head then laughed...see if she found that funny! Not a good day
lol! It was a special lunch bought in from Marks and Spencers today. So I brought in my WW soup and had a half sandwich of Chicken salad cause I knew that would be 3.5 points....THEN one of the girls (depute head!) came in, pointed at me eating my soup and laughed. My girls jumped to my defence and said it was a bit insensitive but she kept going. Saying "oh I am full but I could still eat another sandwich...ha ha you cant!" picking up the pavlova and say ooh yummy and laughing! I know I am really sensitive and put on the class clown front to cover it up, but I dont think I was being over sensitive to get upset at that! I told her I didnt think it was that funny and asked her to stop about 3 times and she kept going, so eventually I got up and left! Then cried in the toilets! Am so annoyed with myself for getting upset! Wish I had pointed at her and said depute head then laughed...see if she found that funny! Not a good day Aww Jen thats not right. Poor you upsetting yourself like that although fully understandable. Is there any mileage in speaking to her alone next week and explaining its a difficult road and she's being a bit insensitive and it hurts. Or is she a smug, self satified b****h who can't understand anyone's elses feelings? No point speaking then.
Can only offer a big hug and cyber support. Don't let the b*****s grind you down you are so going to win this Jen
Good luck
M
Can only offer a big hug and cyber support. Don't let the b*****s grind you down you are so going to win this Jen
Good luck
M
Karenlou
Gold Member
sorry to hear you had an upsetting day hon. very well done on taking in your own lunch to make sure you knew your points - lots of us wouldn't have done that!
Your deputy head sounds like she is juvenile and lacking in leadership skills. She also needs training on bullying and harassment. B**ch.
Hope you are feeling better now. You are worth ten of her x
Your deputy head sounds like she is juvenile and lacking in leadership skills. She also needs training on bullying and harassment. B**ch.
Hope you are feeling better now. You are worth ten of her x
Less Rotund One
Gold Member
Some people! Where does she get off? Is she normally an insensitive cow or is that something she reserves especially for you?
We'll have a good chat about this tomorrow when I see you and you will be soooo well armed for her on Monday she won't know what's hit her (after my fist, that is)
We'll have a good chat about this tomorrow when I see you and you will be soooo well armed for her on Monday she won't know what's hit her (after my fist, that is
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calorie crusader
Gold Member
Oh Jen hon,
Thats awful, how disrespectful!! Sounds to me like someone who is jealous, you are managing to achieve something that takes a lot of hard work!!! Think she should should work hard at improving her people skills especially as a leader!!! Its one of those count to 10 moments, also had a tricky situation in work too, can really get to you sometimes and its such a difficult environment to try and sort things out.
Just remember how wonderful you are doing and how many people you inspire!!!
x
Thats awful, how disrespectful!! Sounds to me like someone who is jealous, you are managing to achieve something that takes a lot of hard work!!! Think she should should work hard at improving her people skills especially as a leader!!! Its one of those count to 10 moments, also had a tricky situation in work too, can really get to you sometimes and its such a difficult environment to try and sort things out.
Just remember how wonderful you are doing and how many people you inspire!!!
x
smilerjen
Has the power of the horn
ah thank you all so much! She is one of those people who would not have a clue that she had upset me, all caught up in her own world! She would have thought she was hilarious! She is off on a ski trip next week with one of my friends who is VERY protective over me and when I told him tonight what had happened he said he is going to sort her out and make her feel V guilty! lol! Had a lovely evening out with some of the teaching girls tonight tho and feeling more positive than I was earlier! Had my chicken and broc pie with extra veg for tea, took the car so drank diet coke all night and stayed well away from the buffet!! (it was curry too...that was hard!) Am so proud of myself!! We even got up in a really busy pub and did the thriller dance routine! We got a big clap and I felt so good, such a rush!! (we were rubbish tho!) so got some AP points for that!! My new attitude is F her! I need to put a wee glass bubble round me and not let people get to me! New non sensitive Jen will be waking up tomorrow! Thank you all again and I hope you have a fabulous weekend!
New non sensitive Jen will be waking up tomorrow! Thank you all again and I hope you have a fabulous weekend! 
21lbs to go1
Full Member
That's the best attitude to have. What a sad existence some people have, just wanting to take the p**s out of people. Just remember what comes around goes around. Her *****y ways will come back and haunt her one day.
Well done on the thriller dance, I couldn't do it - respect
Karen x
Well done on the thriller dance, I couldn't do it - respect
Karen x
Loulabella
Gonna be skinny!
The dh sounds rather jealous I have to say.....I do think it's hard for people to understand we can eat and lose...my scales show a loss of 11lbs in 3.5 wks and my bf just think - what??? How - ur always eating? And I am just like - yep! Get over it! Woooo.
Hope all is well in smilerjens world....
Hope all is well in smilerjens world....
Less Rotund One
Gold Member
Hi babe. Just checking that you were not on here when you should be getting even more beautiful for your night out.
Had a lovely afternoon (again).
Thought of a new activity for you. We'll play the word game. I will give you 4 new "big" words every day and you have to give me a sentence for each one - that way, you'll learn in no time. xxxx
Had a lovely afternoon (again).
Thought of a new activity for you. We'll play the word game. I will give you 4 new "big" words every day and you have to give me a sentence for each one - that way, you'll learn in no time. xxxx
blackwidow
Gold Member
hello! popping in to add to calling ur deputy.
B*TCH.
well done on avoiding the curry buffet my slim, sexy, smiling superjen!
B*TCH.
well done on avoiding the curry buffet my slim, sexy, smiling superjen!
smilerjen
Has the power of the horn
ha ha, well there is a DVD! I would hate for you to feel you couldn't talk to me tho or approach me once you see me perform!
That's the best attitude to have. What a sad existence some people have, just wanting to take the p**s out of people. Just remember what comes around goes around. Her *****y ways will come back and haunt her one day.
Well done on the thriller dance, I couldn't do it - respect
Karen x
I know!! I was sober too! lol!!
Oh yes, I think that could be arranged! will have to teach Sandy and Rosie the dance tho, dont want to look like an idiot on my own!! ha ha!!
The dh sounds rather jealous I have to say.....I do think it's hard for people to understand we can eat and lose...my scales show a loss of 11lbs in 3.5 wks and my bf just think - what??? How - ur always eating? And I am just like - yep! Get over it! Woooo.
Hope all is well in smilerjens world....
I know, its so annoying!! How come youre losing weight when youre eating so much!! just rude!! lol!!
Smilerjens world is smiling again!! had a lovely night out! Although ate a little much at dinner! had points saved tho so its all good!
I know! A depute head! Such a joke!
Hi babe. Just checking that you were not on here when you should be getting even more beautiful for your night out.
Had a lovely afternoon (again).
Thought of a new activity for you. We'll play the word game. I will give you 4 new "big" words every day and you have to give me a sentence for each one - that way, you'll learn in no time. xxxx
Oh I LOVE that game!! I love it infact!! yes.... am ready and waiting for the first 4 words!! I could give you a sentence and the primary three level equivalent! ??
hello! popping in to add to calling ur deputy.
B*TCH.
well done on avoiding the curry buffet my slim, sexy, smiling superjen!
ooh youre making me blush!! Are you back from Jax? did you have a lovely time? Hope it was full of much fun and giggles xx
