Thanks for the luck ladies. I felt assembly went really well and I've obviously become a lot more used to speaking infront of other adults as I didn't feel I came across as overly nervous. Maybe the rest of the staff thought differently but I was pleased.
Completely disgusted with last night, I swear I must have eaten 11 chocolate biscuits (after my syns) so 44 syns on top of my usual. I ate so much that I wretched and ended up being a little bit sick which is ridiculous and something I have NEVER done before but it literally was turning my stomach. On the plus, I don't feel like a biscuit today, hope it lasts. Can't believe I've just admitted to eating so much it made me sick but I'm hoping that by shaming myself I'll wise up.
Going to have to try and limit syns for a few days to cover my backside for a maintain at least. I know I've said I need to work on maintaining, which I do but I still don't feel I look good so I want to lose more too. It's a nightmare trying to work out what to do but as I keep sabotaging myself I need to find some form of balance.
EE day.
Breakfast
Shreddies, banana and skimmed milk (A and B)
Lunch
Fruit salad
Snack
Apple
Apple, pineapple and a muller light.
Dinner
Carbonara (SW style) included quark, 1 breast of chicken, 2 medallions of bacon (no fat), sweetcorn, peas, peppers, onion, mushroom, garlic and pasta. I feel really full now, I just hope I remember how sick I felt last night before I consider snacking.