Jess's Diary - Weighed in a day early..

[fitz]

yeah but boobs are quite manouverable - well, mine are lol - better word than saggy spaniel ears don't ya think lol

Even so - that window does look small......................

 

[blackwidow]

haha ive had to do that before.. unfortunately i got wedged.. i used a step ladder and managed to kick it over when i pushed myself through.. was wedged for about 15mins before i managed to manouvre the blubber.. fell flat on my face and gave myself a black eye in the fall as ours was a bay window - hit the sill on the way down good times! xxx

 

[omnomnom]

Trust you Rach. I was worried about falling through and face-planting the floor, but I clearly have mad breaking in skills. Bit worrying how easy it is to break in though!

 

[fitz]

you should go on the TV like that ex burglar who goes round peoples houses to see how quick he can break in - before telling them what to do to make their property more secure.

 

[blackwidow]

i love that program! but yeah its scary how easy people can break in.. i'm even afraid to leave windows on vent cause i've seen them wrench them open in seconds on that burglar program!

can just imagine you doing a somersault on the way down from the window and landing on your feet Jess amazing! xxx

 

[Karenlou]

I could make a joke about F boobs but I won't

Jess, could you afford to take your lessons and CBT before making the final bike decision? I think it's £100. That way you're not burning any bridges if you turn out to be totally unetten or hate it. Not that you will I'm sure.

 

[omnomnom]

Well I'm going to take the CBT before buying the bike but I want the money to buy the bike there so I don't have to leave it too long and lose my nerve. Howeeever, I want my gear when I take the CBT which is where a lot of the money will go. I'll probably buy it off eBay and if I fail/hate riding I'll just sell it on again. By law you only need to wear a helmet, but I do not want to graze my skin if I fall off! I'd imagine most falling off will occur when learning so I'd like it for my CBT There really isn't much point keeping the car, it's just getting older and the tax will come round, then the MOT, bleeeegh. Even if learning to ride is taken out of the equation I think it's probably more sensible to sell the car and use that money to learn to drive. Rather be able to drive and have no car (can always insure myself on Adam's next year or buy another) than have a useless car that I can't drive.

 

[*Saski*]

Wow i'm very impressed with your window antics. Good work you. Hope you've had a good day. xxx

 

[omnomnom]

I've not been a good dieter this weekend! Damn weekends! I was really tired when I got home from work Friday and fell asleep as soon as I got home at 5pm I woke up at 7:30 to some pizza. On Saturday I made a pie and mash. Today we went to Adam's nan and grandad's.. they always have so much food! They bought us Pizza hut (half a large pepperoni with 3 dips may have been consumed by myself ), followed by chocolate trifle! Plus they bought us some paninis to take home.. can't possibly throw them away! Oh well, back to it tomorrow. Monthly weigh in looking bleak, though I'd be happy with 4lb, 1lb a week

On the plus side Adam's grandad gave me a helmet he never wore. £140 new, I think it fits me perfectly. I say think, I don't know what a perfect fit is so will check it out with Adam's boss. Potential result and massive bargain there!

 

[IslandBreeze]

Hi Jess
I thought I'd check out your diary. Am on page 30 so far, will be back when I get to the end!
x

 

[omnomnom]

Perhaps I should re-read it.. perhaps it'll motivate me to try harder! I read the first couple of pages then get bored, you must be a saint

I used to think work days were easier but now I've changed my mind. I'll probably change it again when I'm back to being a student! Bloody McDonalds.. what's worse is that most the girls who work there are from Asia and are TINY. Short and skinny.. I feel like a giant towering over them Still, I like my height and would rather pack a few too many pounds than look like a child :S Some can wear kids' clothes!

So, at the moment I don't think I'm eating enough to put weight on but I'm probably STSing. I can't seem to resist stuff at work anymore! Booo. I really can't wait to get back to my degree which I was desperate to finish not long ago This job is bearable 2 days a week but not 5. If I get a graduate program with the civil service it could be nearly a year after my degree ends that I start.. Hope being a manager is better.

 

[fitz]

Wow - well done on the helmet - hope it fits safely xx

 

[Curlz]

Morning jess...
Hope you have a lovely day today x

 

[blackwidow]

i never got how you found work easy in the first place i eat for 4 people when i go to work, i have no control!

glad you're at least STS'ing - thats still a positive, especially when you're finding it hard at work

look after yourself xxx

 

[Less Rotund One]

loving the burglar antics - very funny - (for me, probably not you!)

sounds like being surrounded by burgers and fries all day doesn't put you off then. I think I would struggle as you get a free lunch/dinner during your shift and I would want to have something different to a salad every day (nice as they are)

Great news on the bike helmet front - grandads are great eh. xx

 

[Karenlou]

Hey hon, well done on sts. Let's have you back on that wagon now though x

 

[fitz]

Hiya

maintaining is good - you may feel like you are overeating but the fact that your weight is staying contant means that you are actually eating what you need - well done xx

 

[omnomnom]

Calm down ladies, that was a guess.. haven't weighed myself for ages! After this weekend may not be afterall!

Adam's nan is in hospital She is in intensive care though is stable. She nearly died at one point, though thankful we didn't find that out until she was stable as it happened during the night and they let us know in the morning. Adam was raised by his grandparents as well as his parents so he's very worried. I never knew my dad's parents nor my mum's mum and her dad died when I was 11ish so I've not really had grandparents and they feel like grandparents to me. It's very sad. She's on the mend but will never be back to 100%

In terms of diet I've been on off on off.. definately off this weekend, went to the shire as had Aussie relatives over so lots of family stuff going on. I do miss being close to home, going up to visit is just not the same. Anywho, I have a wedding in 6 weeks. I'm setting a goal of 14lbs by then. I don't know how much I weigh but probably 12 stone 8, my "resting" weight. I bought the dress after I lost my stone so I want to get back there. I'm going to start running tomorrow, with Adam. I saw my uncle this weekend and he's lost 2.5 stone in 3 months just from taking up running and cutting out his 3 worst foods.. cheese, biscuits and crisps. Nothing else, just those. He was pretty big so if he can do it I can, just gotta stop being a whingy cowbag and get through the worst part I really can't be bothered to point right now though. I think I will limit myself to 10 points for lunch (10.5 if I want a quarter pounder ) and just have healthy dinners, no crisps, only dark chocolate etc.

 

[*Saski*]

Hey my love. Sorry i have been absent. I'm so sorry to hear about Adam's nan i hope she is doing okay. She is in my thoughts and prayers.

I'm sure you will look absolutely fab in your new dress for the wedding. You can do it. Take care my love and i hope you are okay. xxx

 

[omnomnom]

Well I weighed myself today.. 12 stone 8, my good ol' resting weight. I was that 3 weeks ago just didn't change the ticker, so I've STS for 3 weeks. I am taking that as a positive

I did get into my running clothes and go for a run today! Very short run though, we left it too late and Adam couldn't see so we left pretty soon after starting. I only ran for a couple of mins and my chest really hurt I have a chesty cough at the moment which probably didn't help but I'm so unfit. It doesn't matter how far I run though as long as I get out there. There's a lake by my house, going to try and run around it eventually! I will run as far as I can then set the target a bit further each day and walk the rest (maybe with bursts of running).

Had 11 points for lunch and a chop salad for dinner.. didn't point, couldn't be arsed. Oh and an apple juice. I looooove juice.