ladybird777
Silver Member
You lost a load very quickly so it's bound to slow a bit now. Your Ud bounce was minimal too so that good
Ok finished up this week at 10.4/15 gone, I am pleased with this it's a record for me. Getting back into normal rotations so today and tomorrow UD then back to my DD's Sat, Mon,Wed.
Had a brilliant DD yesterday, some tough spots late afternoon and just before bed, but got through it with a cup of bouillon, just 1.4lbs off for the week but thats my pattern, first tiem round on judd I barely lost (.22lbs) in week 2 so taking the positives.
4.6 to go to get back to my pre holiday weight was hoping to have it done by the end of the month, that might be a struggle though we'll see how next week goes for me.
Uuursgh so not back in the zone, had my 2 planned UD's and then yesterday turned into an UD because I let myself be persuaded to go out for lunch as we were out and about, admittedly I could have said no, but I think it was the novelty factor of actually being out of the house with no demonstrations and no crap going on in the streets.
I don't know what to do this week now as I feel I've made a mess of the week already, I was awake half the night deciding on my next move. If I do a dd today my head might feel better but it wrecks my rotations for the week, the best plan I can come up with is not to have any UD's this week and keep them as MD's ( so circa 1200 per day) fast tomorrow and Wednesday as usual.
What is becoming clear is that I am still having trouble getting into my normal UD/DD pattern, and Saturday DD's are not happening when Mr Lanark is here, because obviously he's off and wants to relax, which means drinking beer and eating out, I am going to have to change the way I deal with Saturdays I think or move the whole thing to 24 hour fasting.
I have realised as well I am going to have to start counting cals on UD's, if for nothing else to measure how I am getting on and if I am going over, I simply can't afford to go over during the week if I am going to have the type of weekends I inevitably do, I've been against CC'ing from the start but I think it might be time to get real about that one too.
There's plenty of people on minis- nearly 1220, but few of them are active here! Fellow JUDDDers appear to have bailed out. It's been quiet on this section for months. It might pick up when the lose a bit for Christmas panic starts.
My kids are here all the time. No back to school here. It is harder tho. Baking is particularly trying. So are you thinking about doing something different LW until things calm down?
Yeah I am kinda, because although I haven't said on here I've had quite bad anxiety/stress symptoms and I have felt that DD's make them worse. The last fast I did was Wednesday and I've spent the last few days with palpitations, weak knees and generally feeling like I was going to have a panic attack. I had worked out a while back that fasting whilst stressed was bad if not impossible, but me being me has pressed on with it anyways. I read a bit about it and I think it's something to do with too many stress hormones running around my system and then I go and fast which stresses the body even more and ends up me feeling like a basket case.
Hmm yes I think I will stick with SW until next week and see if I feel any better in general, this weekend is supposed to be a tester here to see if the troubles are over, if we get through this one quietly then normal life might be back on the agenda.
The curfew has been shortened for us and doesn't kick in until 9pm now except Fridays where it's still 7pm, so some improvement at least.
I think my body has just been in fight/flight mode for too long and thats why I am feeling awful.