Day 9 - UD
9.00am - coffee with milk
10.45am - 6 x oatcakes spread with butter bean and pesto dip from Sainsbury's
12.00pm - FF Greek yoghurt with blueberries/strawberries/soft brown sugar; coffee with milk
4.00pm - tortilla filled with spag bol sauce, lettuce and cheddar; Coke Zero
5.30pm - large glass of white wine
8.30pm - large piece of salmon fried in olive oil with pesto and a variety of carby salads - about a dessert spoon of each - coleslaw, couscous, potato salad, noodle salad, bean salad
A really good UD. As I said earlier, I really wanted to want a 'naughty' breakfast this morning, like a bacon buttie, but just didn't so had my oatcakes. Checked out a recipe to make that butter bean dip myself so I can control exactly what goes in it because I really like it. After the fruit and yoghurt I just didn't feel hungry until late afternoon when I had the tortilla. About 5.15pm I got a message from the mum of James' friend, whose house he was at, saying she was going to eat at the local pub with her daughter and was taking her son and James up to the pub with her - there's a big field where they can play football - and what time did I want him home. I wasn't feeling in the least bit hungry but was thinking that if I hadn't taken salmon out of the freezer I could have gone up and joined them and we could have eaten up there. Then I suddenly thought that I could go up anyway, get something for James and not eat myself but just have a drink so that's what I did. Sat and watched them all eating and didn't feel in the least bit tempted as it was my choice. If I'd wanted a bowl of chips I could have had one but I thought about it for 10 seconds and realised that I really didn't want or need it. So came home cooked the salmon for myself and there's another piece for James for tomorrow meaning I won't have to cook on my DD tomorrow.
Am so pleased with myself for being mindful about my food choices today. There are chocolate chip muffins in the house as well as jam doughnuts, which I haven't touched, and it hasn't felt like a sacrifice, and I didn't eat at the pub when I wasn't hungry. I love being able to think 'do I want that?' knowing that if I do I can have it. It really stops you from feeling deprived knowing it is totally your decision. It's empowering.