kaz`s diary
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kazbro
jelly belly
morning judy
feeling better
not up to much today
had a real downer yesterday
and today i`d had my shower and as i sat on the bed drying my legs i could see my reflection in the mirror
i was side on and i swear my arse looked like a shelf
i was waitng for someone to rush in and start putting books on it
makes me realise i still have so far to go i`m not even half way yet
so bit fed up but all the more determined to shift this lard
in clothes i dont look to bad but naked i look gross :ashamed0005:
hope you have a good day
bank holiday monday and stuck in with 5 kids no money and naff all in the cupboards
hope the sun comes out so we can at least play in the garden
listen to me i sound a right misery today
ho hum
i`ll be o.k just one of the many emotions on this diet
kaz xx
feeling better
not up to much today
had a real downer yesterday
and today i`d had my shower and as i sat on the bed drying my legs i could see my reflection in the mirror
i was side on and i swear my arse looked like a shelf
i was waitng for someone to rush in and start putting books on it
makes me realise i still have so far to go i`m not even half way yet
so bit fed up but all the more determined to shift this lard
in clothes i dont look to bad but naked i look gross :ashamed0005:
hope you have a good day
bank holiday monday and stuck in with 5 kids no money and naff all in the cupboards
hope the sun comes out so we can at least play in the garden
listen to me i sound a right misery today
ho hum
i`ll be o.k just one of the many emotions on this diet
kaz xx
afternoon kaz!
just a quick comment and then i'm off to finish the laundry..(what else is new?!?!))
anyways, i, too, have an ass-shelf. it came in handy when i was in college, with all my books. lol
it seems to not be moving at all so im thinking the 45 lbs i've lost so far have been from my boobs and side boobs...and my toes perhaps? hmmm
our shelves will be gone someday soon! never fear.
just a quick comment and then i'm off to finish the laundry..(what else is new?!?!))
anyways, i, too, have an ass-shelf. it came in handy when i was in college, with all my books. lol
it seems to not be moving at all so im thinking the 45 lbs i've lost so far have been from my boobs and side boobs...and my toes perhaps? hmmm
our shelves will be gone someday soon! never fear.
MsJMC
Strong women stay slim
Hello Kaz
Hope tuesday you feel better inyoureslf , yes we all have them days , but as you started April i can guess its starting to get you down and still you feel theres such along way togo and that doesnt help your mood , but well done on you for coming this far! i was going to start April and i guess cos i was getting my head into it i'm where i am now along way behind boowho hehe . Keep strong
Hope tuesday you feel better inyoureslf , yes we all have them days , but as you started April i can guess its starting to get you down and still you feel theres such along way togo and that doesnt help your mood , but well done on you for coming this far! i was going to start April and i guess cos i was getting my head into it i'm where i am now along way behind boowho hehe . Keep strong
Hi Kaz,
I know exactly what you mean about catching sight of yourself naked and realising how far you have to go. People have started telling me Ive lost enough (im still 4 stones overweight FFS) My response is that if they saw me with my clothes off they would have a different opinion.
Just remember that you are going in the right direction and slow and steady wins the race. You will achieve your goals as you are so strong and motivated.
Hope the weather was good for you today.
I know exactly what you mean about catching sight of yourself naked and realising how far you have to go. People have started telling me Ive lost enough (im still 4 stones overweight FFS) My response is that if they saw me with my clothes off they would have a different opinion.
Just remember that you are going in the right direction and slow and steady wins the race. You will achieve your goals as you are so strong and motivated.
Hope the weather was good for you today.
kazbro
jelly belly
week 18
day 5
morning all
its my gemmas 3rd birthday today
lots of things to do so buisy buisy all day here
feeling bit better diet wise
had some lovely comments and i know i will get there blimey i look so different already so i can surely only improve more
hope you all have a great day
kaz xxx
day 5
morning all
its my gemmas 3rd birthday today
lots of things to do so buisy buisy all day here
feeling bit better diet wise
had some lovely comments and i know i will get there blimey i look so different already so i can surely only improve more
hope you all have a great day
kaz xxx
kazbro
jelly belly
ermmm what can i say i have been a devil
had to go to the doctors with lady troubles then visited friends and then well i`ll just say i was a bit naughty
so who ever reads this do not follow my example by being bad
tomorrow is definetly a 100% stick to it ssing or i will shoot myself
i`m just glad i dont get weighed till the 4th
it gives me time to undo any wrongs i have gained
i am sat now like a fat bloater
bugger bugger bugger
kaz x
had to go to the doctors with lady troubles then visited friends and then well i`ll just say i was a bit naughty
so who ever reads this do not follow my example by being bad
tomorrow is definetly a 100% stick to it ssing or i will shoot myself
i`m just glad i dont get weighed till the 4th
it gives me time to undo any wrongs i have gained
i am sat now like a fat bloater
bugger bugger bugger
kaz x
kazbro
jelly belly
week 18
day 6
well after yesterdays episode with food i dont think i`ll ever eat again
i still feel sick
wasn`t a lot but enough to make me feel ill and spend all night on the settee with a bucket
from now on 100% sticking to ss and aim for the xmas challenge of 3 stones off
buisy day planned i will be out most of it so no excuse to cave in and cheat
really could kick my arse for being so stupid but i`ve come this far and i`ll get to my goal i will be back to the strong kaz
kaz
day 6
well after yesterdays episode with food i dont think i`ll ever eat again
i still feel sick
wasn`t a lot but enough to make me feel ill and spend all night on the settee with a bucket
from now on 100% sticking to ss and aim for the xmas challenge of 3 stones off
buisy day planned i will be out most of it so no excuse to cave in and cheat
really could kick my arse for being so stupid but i`ve come this far and i`ll get to my goal i will be back to the strong kaz
kaz
Sorry to hear you were feeling ill Kaz. Hope that is enough to put you back on the right path with your diet.
Come on Kaz. You can do this. You have done so incredibly well so far and have stuck to this for 18 weeks so you know you can do it.
Keep up the fantastic work. You are still an inspiration to me.
Come on Kaz. You can do this. You have done so incredibly well so far and have stuck to this for 18 weeks so you know you can do it.
Keep up the fantastic work. You are still an inspiration to me.
good morning kaz, i, too, am sorry that you arent well.
i hope you get back on your feet soon, sans queasiness. and also back to ss! i had my naughty monday and totally kicked myself in the bum for it. yesterday was back on the SS wagon which is where i hope to stay. and with that, i'll continue to root you on to be back on SS until you reach the goal. youve come so far , hun.
lets keeeeep mooovvving!!!
((after youre illness of course)
i hope you get back on your feet soon, sans queasiness. and also back to ss! i had my naughty monday and totally kicked myself in the bum for it. yesterday was back on the SS wagon which is where i hope to stay. and with that, i'll continue to root you on to be back on SS until you reach the goal. youve come so far , hun.
lets keeeeep mooovvving!!!
((after youre illness of course)
kazbro
jelly belly
well i though it was about time i posted again
had a couple of bad weeks resulting in eating and feeling very poorly somedays
had a minor op on my neck
had some skin tags removed and a mole on my left side of my neck
where the mole was i`m now left with a crater and its very very sore
turned a bit yukky resulting in me having to take antibiotics so then had to eat
any excuse really i`m sure i could have managed without eating but hey ho
i was pretty good no crap mostly healthy but i`m pretty sure i have gained
i get weighed tomorrow morning so we`ll see
but the last 2 days i`m back to 100%ss and so may it continue
people say you have to me in the right frame of mind to ss and boy they are so right
i really did lose that buzz for a while but finally came to my senses
it`s stupid to give in now i have come so far and am getting so many lovely comments
now all the kids are back at school and i have a couple of hours to myself i hope to post more regular
minis definetly makes a difference to me as i have so much encouragement from you all
i am still aiming for 10stone target by march 4th 2008
thats my birthday and i want to be at goal by then
well it is going to take me a week to catch up on all your diaries i feel like i`ve been away months
so kaz is back fighting and rairing to go
please tell me off if i ever fall of the wagon again
kaz xxx
had a couple of bad weeks resulting in eating and feeling very poorly somedays
had a minor op on my neck
had some skin tags removed and a mole on my left side of my neck
where the mole was i`m now left with a crater and its very very sore
turned a bit yukky resulting in me having to take antibiotics so then had to eat
any excuse really i`m sure i could have managed without eating but hey ho
i was pretty good no crap mostly healthy but i`m pretty sure i have gained
i get weighed tomorrow morning so we`ll see
but the last 2 days i`m back to 100%ss and so may it continue
people say you have to me in the right frame of mind to ss and boy they are so right
i really did lose that buzz for a while but finally came to my senses
it`s stupid to give in now i have come so far and am getting so many lovely comments
now all the kids are back at school and i have a couple of hours to myself i hope to post more regular
minis definetly makes a difference to me as i have so much encouragement from you all
i am still aiming for 10stone target by march 4th 2008
thats my birthday and i want to be at goal by then
well it is going to take me a week to catch up on all your diaries i feel like i`ve been away months
so kaz is back fighting and rairing to go
please tell me off if i ever fall of the wagon again
kaz xxx
so kaz is back fighting and rairing to go
please tell me off if i ever fall of the wagon again
kaz xxx
Glad to hear it Kaz. Your motivation has been missed by me and Im sure others. Glad to hear you are raring to go again and with the kids back at school I find it easier to get back into routines.
Sorry to hear about your OP. Get well soon Kaz. Remember that any weight you have gained will be water (unless you have gone completely crazy with food) and so it will be off again with a weeks SSing.
Stay strong Kaz. I dont want to have to drive over to Telford and kick your butt!!
OooOOOO! hello there kaz! so good to hear from you again. (and i have to agree, it seems like months...))
first off, i'm hoping you feel better after your op.
second, i can only agree with sam in saying we have missed your motivation and your writing ever so much. ((on that note, i should get to writing in mine.. eeek!))
and dont you worry, i'm sure one of us will give you a good shouting when you feel like falling off the wagon. ((ok maybe not a shouting match....just a few kindly selected words to boost you back up, with a touch of tough love. hehehe
anyways, i'm off to check everyones diaries while i have a moment to myself. (fynn is in a deep slumber...ahhhh mommy time.)
ciao hun!
first off, i'm hoping you feel better after your op.
second, i can only agree with sam in saying we have missed your motivation and your writing ever so much. ((on that note, i should get to writing in mine.. eeek!))
and dont you worry, i'm sure one of us will give you a good shouting when you feel like falling off the wagon. ((ok maybe not a shouting match....just a few kindly selected words to boost you back up, with a touch of tough love. hehehe
anyways, i'm off to check everyones diaries while i have a moment to myself. (fynn is in a deep slumber...ahhhh mommy time.)
ciao hun!
