Kez's struggles and troubles! 17th June Restart!

Hadn't even thought about an Atkins section on here? Will go have a nose!
 
Hey kez.i lost 3 lbs whoop! Cmon we can all do this!
 
Congrats Fran! Well done!
 
morning hun hows everything? i take it your doing a combination of cd and sw? its obviously working and who cares how you do it if your loosing weight! im bloody freezing today and got runny nose <get violins out> lol. hope you have a good day x
 
Hi Kez.

Hows the atkins going? Did you manage to get onto the threads on here yest?

I wasn't 100% yest, ate some ham and 2 low fat sausages lol.. but popped on the scales this morning and looks like I've lost 1.5lb since yest, so TG for that..Blooming headache yest though, took 3 lots of pain killers in the end and had an early night, but up all night weeing :). Forgot that side effect on day 1.

Will get as much water down me today as I can to flush out the fat ;)

xx
 
Morning ladies, well I went home last night and did a ketostik and it came up negative. I've got to say I was pretty gutted, as I tried so hard to eat zero carbs...not sure what did it? But anyway, in rebellion I then ate all 3 of my SW hifi bars. 2 big cumberland sausages and has a bottle of full fat coke. Well...oh my days! Did I regret it. Literally after 20-30 mins my stomach started grumbling, then I got the most hideous IBS cramps and then spent the rest of the night on the loo! And most of this morning..lol

The plus side, I weighed this morning and I am only 0.2lbs up on yesterday mornings reading.

The down side, ketosis is definately a long way behind me now and I just can't face the side effects of going back into it, so soon.

So for the moment it will be back to SW, until I can build enough momentum to get back into ketosis. I will just have to accept the slow losses. I am 2lbs down on my wed wi already, so my goal for this week is to hold onto and maintain for next weeks wi.
 
Yeah, if I can't be good I should at least be sensible.

Today is going to be a green day, so I can get my carb cravings out the way. Just being sensible on portions.

Alpen bar on the way to work, so can have another later as a treat to make up a Healthy B.

Egg noodles and soy sauce for dinner..yum yum! With a muller light.

Tea...no idea yet, but I fancy trying the pasta'n'sauce quiche. As that sounds very, very scrummy! Can have that with salad.
 
Ooh, not tried it with ginger before. I love it plain with soy, but if I get bored of that I add some sweet chilli sauce.
 
Good for you, I'll join you again. Just not yet! :)
 
Hey hun, how're you doing? It seems I'm not the only one who's suffered from TT's snidy little comments about food. One of my good friends Lou is blond, thin, gorgeous and 22, and TT had a dig at her yesterday. Poor Lou was tucking into her lunch, she was having a salad, and a bag of crisps. When TT said, 'What's the point in eating salad if you're just going to finish it off with a bag of crisps?' The cheeky mare!!! Luckily Lou might only be 22 but she's fiesty and said 'Do I look like I need to eat salad to lose weight? I eat salad because I happen to like it.' TT is getting out of control, Lou told me that we're not the only ones to have been the target of her comments.

I seriously believe she has a personality disorder. She's the only person to have come to work in our very friendly department and not fit in with some ones group. We're a large department and people have tended to form friendship groups but they're not exclusive and if your particular friends aren't in, you join in with others, but TT has not slotted into any group. Even the new girl who started last week has found her space in a group.

TT is just a truely tactless, and nasty person. And I believe one day it will bite her in the ass!!!
 
Sounds to me, like TT feels crappy about herself and puts others down to make herself feel better.

My TT used to be bubbly, cheerful and friendly. Then she lost a couple of stone and became this nasty, bitter person, who hasn't got a nice word to say about anyone!
 
I might be fat, but at least I know I'm a good person!
 
Exactly. I'm sure you've hit the nail on the head about my TT. It's funny how losing weight changes people and not always for the better either. You imagine that people will feel better etc, but I think maybe for some people being thinner puts them in the spotlight and it makes them feel uncomfortable. I on the other hand, don't mind being the centre of attention when I'm thinner, when I'm fatter I'm miserable with myself, but I'd die if I thought I'd offended anyone.

We're better as we are Kez than behaving like them, I'm sure you won't change like your TT has. xxx
 
Only for the better, never for the worse! I am sure my TT settled with her husband, as he excepted her for her larger self. She tried harder to fit in and be included when she was bigger and at one point was a close friend.

Since she's lost her weight, she's realised she settled with her husband, is in a loveless marriage (on her side anyway) and she has stopped 'trying' to be people's friends. So guess what, people decided to stop 'being' her friend. She is now very, very bitter and acts like the world is this giant chip on her shoulder.

She used to blame weight for all her woes, now she just blames everyone else! lol
 
Hi all the best for getting back to be 100% today.

I am too, just hope it last's till monday now. ha x
 
Hoo hum! What to do, what to do?!

I really wish I could stick to CD, I want to be in ketosis and watching the scales going down everyday. But I can't stick to it, so I stay on SW. But on SW I cheat and here I am on day 2 of SW and I am 5lbs up on my last CD weight.

5lbs in 2 days?! Now I know that a huge chunk of that will be fluid as I don't drink anywhere near enough unless I have to, like on CD to wash away the ketones. I've had 4 coffee's today and that's it?!

Also, I have been eating lots of potatoes and pasta and I haven't been for a poo in 2 days as I think my body is struggling to know what to do with itself.

I can't trust myself to eat, but then I can't trust myself to not eat. I wish I could have someone do all this for me. Or even wish I didn't have to eat.

Why is it such a battle with food, my will power in every other aspect of life is immense. I wish somebody would just tell me what to do?! And make me do it.

I really want to complete the two challenges I am doing. A stone in May and 30lbs in 10 weeks. Because by completing both of those challenges, I will be the lowest I have been in 6 years and that will be ahuge achievement.

I have got a wedding dress to get in to. I am a size 22 and the dress is a 16. I don't want to be a fat bride, I was to feel and look amazing.

I want to lose weight so that I can begin doing exercise properly. None of this getting out of breath walking up the stairs sh*t. I want to be able to jog or run or play squash or do an aerobics class. Hell, I want to learn how to dance like Cheryl Cole! pmsl...sorry, I was doing so well at being deep and meaningful :)
 
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