Kirsty - Determined it will work :)

[OpalLilyEats]

Great to see you're still posting on fb - do you find it really helps keep you on plan more so than using minis? You'll have those 8lbs shifted in no time!xx

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Todays food



Having minstrals tonight 10.5 syns so takes me up to 62.5

Maybe even a packet of squares for 5 more syns!

I like posting on page keeps me on track

Think girl issues coming though just in time for wi typical!

 

[Barbette]

Fingers crossed it doesn't affect your WI tomorrow, good luck x x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Lost 2lbs tonight wanted more haha but think iv gained bit since girl problem came last night so hoping for good loss again next week

Back in the tens yay

Hope all r good x

 

[OpalLilyEats]

Congratulations Kirsty!! 2lb is a great solid loss so you should be very proud x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Thank you

Slightly gutted wasnt more as weighed at home sunday cheeky weigh and had lost about two then but I started totm so mayne that why stayed samr x

 

[Barbette]

Well done on your great loss and getting back into your 10's x x

 

[xxLynnexx]

well done! xx

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Today is ee
B 2 x small brown bread cheese triangle and chicken green tea and peach
L baked potato with beans and rest cheese with salad
S plum and tangerine
D chicken and chorizo 3 syns risotto witu pepper leek celery and onion
Syns 3
Weekly 4/105

Have a fab weekend everyone

Me all excited to c paul after work missed him loads esp as I spent all christmas and new year with him and he had stay home for work now booooo fingers crossed and I praying he gets a job up here soon so we can live together

Xx

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Thought I share my fav christmas pressie from Paul now that it has pics in it





Such a thoughtful pressie as I love pics he hates them lol x

 

[xxLynnexx]

lovely pics! how are you today? xx

 

[Barbette]

What a lovely present I hope you have a good weekend x x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Hey guys im good how are you all?

Iv been a nightmare past week though god knows how Paul coped with me been a hormonal wreak accusing him of all sorts of crazy stuff lol feel so bad for him but we had a big chat last night and I feel alot better! Think issue is I so want stay together and hate leaving him I end up in tears most sundays leaving him lol! Roll on him getting a job and us moving in didnt help was star week and I had a bad one this month grrrr

Weekend been good iv been on plan and at 54 syns for week

Went to see top gear live which was good too xxx

 

[Barbette]

I know exactly what you're goign through, for the first year I used to travel from Warrington to Leeds weekly to see Ian, I used to stop 2 nights and go home. It's really hard when it's like that, on the mornings I was going back Ian wouldn't talk to me because he was so upset After nearly a year I had enough and moved even though I didn't have a job over here, a bit risky but it was worth it
A lot of employers are reluctant to employ you if you don't live there already they think you will change your mind or not like in and move back. I applied for loads of rooms before I moved over and got nowhere or they said give us a call when you've moved. Fingers crossed he gets something soon.
Sounds like you've had a brilliant week food wise, well done you
I'm so jealous, I love Top Gear, hate cars but they are so funny x x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

So glad someone else understands its honestly awful I hate it and its been two and a half years for us now im getting to stage it makes me cry lol! Iv got trust issues too with boys and worry that ill lose Paul lol! Poor boys never done txting me we honestly txt about 100 times a day we talk all time!I see him every fri-sun and he told me I could stay his a tue night too as I struggling and its one night we both nothing on! So I count down my time to I c him again!
He has decided he wants move here as im closer to my family but if he not got a job here by summer I going move his for a bit as I drive and he doesnt!
Hope your good hun x

 

[Barbette]

We were like that, I'd finish work and then spend all night talking to Ian on the phone. It might have been longer for us if hadn't been for my manager at the time who was awful and tried to stop me going to Leeds weekly all that did is made my mind up to leave and move.
I don't think it's just you, when you're not there you think all sorts, I know I did, I think that's why a lot of long distance relationships don't work. On the plus side if you can make it work that way it just proves how strong you relationship is x x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

We were like that, I'd finish work and then spend all night talking to Ian on the phone. It might have been longer for us if hadn't been for my manager at the time who was awful and tried to stop me going to Leeds weekly all that did is made my mind up to leave and move.
I don't think it's just you, when you're not there you think all sorts, I know I did, I think that's why a lot of long distance relationships don't work. On the plus side if you can make it work that way it just proves how strong you relationship is x x

Awww thanks this post has made me feel so much better about us I thought I was a weirdo as in my heart I know paul loves me and would never do anything to hurt me but my head sometimes had me paranoid worrying he would maybe text other girls as bit harmless flirting etc and silly things which I know he doesnt do bit sometimes id worry he would get lonely n do it lol. I know he doesnt as we both have each others passwords for emails and facebook etc as he plays my games on facebook to help me with levels and emails as I use his email addy to send cvs when in work as easier than ipad to attach things lol! Also he always tells me when he leaves his phone with me to answer or read messages for him as I do wi him if I driving get him too. Fact that we have survived so long is actually a good point that we got such a strong relationship and now I dont feel as if im so weird for hating it

Lets hope he gets a job soon cause as soon as he does he moving in my house yayy then we moving to our own flat in summer when saved bit more

Xx

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

Ee today

B - strawberries, pineapple grapes and ff yoghurt with green tea
S - tangerine
L - Super speed soup
S - tangerine
D - steak in slow cooker, mashed tatties and veg
S - sw pakora and dip and hex b toast with cheese triangle
Syns - 0
Weekly - 59.5/105

Been a good day and iv done a work out paul gave me too can't wait see my boy tomorrow z

 

[Barbette]

Food looks good, proper winter food
I can't do workouts at home 1. I can't be bother and feel like a fool doing it on my own and 2. Ian is always home and laughs his head off. I will however start using my exercise bike again when I'm better x x x

 

[kirsty_baird_26]

I need do it I promised Paul I would as I wanna tone now food was lovely goin have toast and pakora soon I hungry xx