Hi guys,
Sorry for my little absence, was off work ill on friday and have spent the weekend sorting out my head etc with it all, and don't worry I haven't given up. It did knock me a little, I knew I deserved it to go on and was ready for it, just didnt expect it to knock me like it did. But i've had a fab weekend with OH and little things have reminded me why I'm doing this in the first place, and when I looked back on where I started, I can't undo everything, otherwise it's all just a waste. Thanks for your lovely words and for keeping me moving, you lot are truly fantastic xxx