Let's hope!! my OH thinks I'm deranged and in need of mental health help!! May be I am... sigh.. Said some horrible stuff to my son.. Love him to bits.. But Just had enough of his tantrums which started last week, about no tv after school. Homework, then outside to play before dinner, if not rainy day.. Dinner, tv and then bed.. He spent an hour and a half crying because I said to go play outside, and no tv till after dinner!! Was like that every day except Friday (4days of tantrums) and as it was wet said ok to tv after home work was done.. All his toys are boring only tv is not!!!
More tantrums yesterday and today... Thing that pissed me off the most OH gets him to eat his dinner within 10 mins.. Usually takes me 30-40 mins to get him to eat dinner.. Almost can't be bothered with son1 any more.. Which is so wrong on so many levels "cry" getting stressed and depressed about it.. Makes me feel tired and can't cope with my housework, want to go to bed and not get up...
I do all housework, cooking, washing, kids, school runs., almost feel like a single mum with an another person living in the house who does nothing except sit on the couch, and expects me pick up after him, ok he works hard to bring the money in to pay for everything, but he doesn't make my life easier.. Only thing I seem to get out of it is someone who is there when I go to my exercise class.. His day off is Sunday and a lot of the time he gone visiting friends or his brothers by about 9 am.. Leaving me with the kids all day.. I get depressed and angry and then feel like doing nothing.. Kids unhappy cause "daddy" has pissed off and left them at home again., so we all have a crappy day.. OH comes home late afternoon /evening kids get over excited and then annoy him.. He gets cross.. Kids unhappy again..
Well my rant has run on and on.. Feel bit better.. Going to tidy my messy, untidy house..
Truly all is not that bad, we have good times too.. Just not today
