Miss Kassy Getting Sassy (Re-Start)

I had some M&S chocolate shortcake biccies (4), KFC for lunch and now... I've just had two lemon puffs!! LOL

If I dont laugh about it. I'll cry!

Uni for me tomorrow, work for you... It's a hard life!x
 
Morning ladies!!

Flutterby - chocolate shortcake = yummmmmmmmy!!! love those!

Dreading work today, but trying to stay as positive as I can!

Also, what a miserable morning it is here this morning! It's dark and raining :( winter is definitely here anyway! I wouldn't mind if it was snow!

Oh, speaking of snow - they had a story on the news lastnight that the zoo keepers at Edinburgh Zoo have been blowing bubbles at the penguins and they go crazy for them coz they think it's snow!! If you get a chance try googling something along the lines of Edinburgh Zoo penguins bubbles - or something like that - and you should see a clip somewhere of them doing it - so cute! :)

Have a good Tuesday!! xxxx

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hiya girls

oh my god, I am in SUCH a stress today! lol It's my own fault coz I didn't get enough sleep, but of course I'm acting like a spoilt brat and blaming it on everyone else! lol Nothing a mashoosive chocolate chip cookie can't resolve, ay! lol Tut Tut, Bella!

Hope you're all ok. Stacy/Flutterby - I say move out! lol Easier said than done though isn't it, but you both definitely sound like you're ready for that change. Just don't stress yourself out like I did - it's not worth it!

Well, better get back to work - woo hoo! (that is sarcasm at it's best!)

See you all later (she says as she digs into the roses tin!)

Bells xx
 
Hehe!! Naughty Bella! Your post made me laugh though :D

I would move out, but I just can't afford it! It sucks!!! :( xxx

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I've moved out and I can't afford it either! Sucks both ways! lol Seriously looking for another job because I can't survive at the mo. Think that's why I'm not sleeping - overcome with worry! Hope you're ok xx
 
Bella please could I leave the handling of my parents to you when I tell them I'm moving out?? LOL!

I've been attacking the lemon puffs today... Very naughty we are!xx
 
No problem, Flutterby...send them my way! My day went from bad to worse - with food and work! It was hectic and I was getting more and more agitated as the day went on and to top it off I lost control of my car on the way home and skidded off the roundabout and almost into a ditch! Stupid rain! Thankfully nobody was infront or to the side of me otherwise I dred to think what would have happened. Completely stalled my car but no damage thank god except scuffed hub caps. Ended up driving to my brothers house coz I pass him on the way home everyday just to check my car was ok and he was just getting home and as soon as I saw him I burst out crying! Stayed with him for about an hour and then went home. I got lots of cuddles from Thomas which was lovely, even if he was crying a lot tonight! Feel completely exhasuted now so going to go to bed.

Sleep well everyone xxx
 
Sounds awful. Thank God you're ok, and it wasn't any worse!

Have a good sleep, forget about today... Tomorrow will bring better things. Xx
 
Oh god Bella - glad you're ok and no serious damage done to car too!

Just heading to bed myself now - another long day of work tomorrow - boooo!!!! :(

Night folks!! xxx

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Thanks girls, am ok. Just wasn't very nice swerving all over the place, felt like a bit of an idiot to be honest. Managed to compose myself and start my car again before I started holding up traffic though. Thank god the lights were on red that's all I can say!

Well its Wednesday so were at the top of the hill now. Just need a big mug of coffee as struggling to get motivated this morning. Could easilly stay in bed!

Speak to you later xxx

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Hiya lassess

Long time no speak (well, 4 days but it feels like ages haha). Been AWOL due to the weekend, one day off work and playing catch up yesterday.

Well I have to admit I am STILL not back on the wagon. Grrrrrrr. Infact, for brekki today I jave just had toast with lashings of butter. I really cant get into the swing of things. I wasted my gym money at the weekend on booze andfood (did have a blast though - very messy haha) so now I cant joing again untl this weekend. So its all or nothing with me so I just keep pigging out. Weather getting me down and all I want to do is eat evn if am not that hungry. Plus, its killing me getting up on these dark mornings. I need to sort my head out and quick as I dont like this gloomy me. As you know I am a rather upbeat person but I feel like poop at the mo.

Woooooo, rant over! haha. START AGAIN MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Until the... munch munch munch.

Stacey - I agree with the girls, moving out gives you the space you eed but on the downside it is expensive. You will have to do a pro and con list. As for your dad and bro - they sound like typical men. Why do men still think a womans job is to cook and clean? The Adonis can be the same sometime but he has his good days and I bug the hell out of him to help me haha. Keep me postedon the job front. Are people not taking on for Xmas season yet?

Bella - Diod you start the gym. I am defo defo starting our pact on Monday. I need another week of indugence to get me through this week and come to terms with the fact winter is here haha. Lets hope I dont do too much damage! I can feel my anxiety kicking right in and food is the only thing that makes it go away, although only for a short time. Stupid dark, cold winter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You still enjoying your new pad? Jeezus, pleased you are okay after that incident ion the road. Be careful missy, especially wen the frost hits!

Katierose, Flutterfly, Bin, Diva - how are you all (hope I aint missed anyone out).

Well today at work I am armed with blackcurrent and liqourice sweets and a cheese savoury sarni for lunch then it will be spagbol for tea with garlic bread. I love binge days but hate them at the same time haha.

Esh, I better get to work now. Speak soon yous lot xxx
 
welcome back Kassy :D Sorry to hear you're struggling to get back on track, but it will happen!

Well I had an absolutely horrible dream lastnight that has had me feeling all weird today - and kind of thankful too! It was about my little brother. In my dream, he was told he was terminally ill with cancer :cry: and I watched him get thinner and sicker. I remember one point in my dream, I was downstairs while he and my mum sat at the dinner table looking at some support leaflets the doctor gave him, and me just going up to him and giving him a big hug! :cry: It was really horrible - I didn't like it at all - but have to share it with someone to get it off my chest, cos I haven't told anyone about it today :( I honestly do feel different today after that dream though - I feel more thankful for all my family!

Anyway, my totm is just starting, so I'm feeling all tired and bloated :( I'm off work tomorrow though, so can hopefully spend most of the time just relaxing, before I'm back to college tomorrow night!

Sorry for the random post tonight folks! Have a good night and a good Thursday xxxx
 
Hey Kassy

Don't beat yourself up over how you're feeling this week. You'll find your way out of it, and don't worry about the gym either. You obviously need a bit of a blow out, so just refocus after the weekend and you'll be back on track before you know it.

I'm ok thanks, was very careful in my car today, although almost fell on my arse in the 99p shop earlier! Of all shops to do that too! lol Think someone's trying to tell me to stay indoors! lol

Speak soon xx
 
Good evening everyone, how are we all?

Bella thank goodness you are ok, your car skidding must have been really scary. it was nice that your brother lived nearby. Have you got your halloween party this weekend?

Hope you are ok Stacy, I am sure sometimes men think we actually enjoy cleaning, washing up, ironing etc! I am lucky as Mr Bin is quite happy to cook and wash up, very rarely puts things away though and then gets annoyed when he cant find things!! Did you watch X factor this week really wanted Frankie to go cant believe he was not in bottom two, hopefully this week:)

Hi Kassy, like you I have fallen off track eating all the naughty but nice stuff had a large bit of carrot cake today it was lovely:D must get back into healthy eating mode soon!

Dad saw specialist last week not good news, were told Dad could have radiotherapy to the brain but it would not cure him just give him some extra time, so we have decided as he is 81, for him not to have treatment as the side effects are horrible and it would make him feel awful. The specialist did say he thought we had made the right decision.

Had Health and Safety inspection at work on Monday:( they seemed happy with what they saw just a couple of recommendations. But I was on edge the whole time they were around although I must admit they were quite nice.

Hello Katieose, Diva and Flutterby hope you are all well.

Am of to Portland Bill tomorrow for the day, got football in Southampton on Saturday then on Sunday going to Portsmouth to cheer my son and his mate on in the Great South Run, so a busy weekend ahead.:)

Take care, have a good Thursday xx
 
Hi Bin

I'm very lucky with my car incident, it was quite a shock. My Halloween party is on Saturday. I'm so excited now! We've got about 30 people coming round so its going to be hectic, but lots of fun!

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. It must be so difficult making a decision like that. Hope you're ok.

Enjoy your day tomorrow and your weekend too Xx

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Morning All

Bin - Huge hugs coming your way to you and your family. I think you have made the right decision though. Sounds like you have a bust weekend ahead which will be great for you and take your mind off things. How old is you son? You should hae got your knees up and joined him hehehe.

Bella - Hope you have fantastic time at Haloween party. Get some piccies for us. Your right, I think I just needed a few weeks off (well, a solid month haha) but it will re-set me hopefully and I'll get back onto the full swing of things soon. I tend to get sick of junk food after I have gouged on it for weeks on end so thats a bonus. Just hope the damage aint too bad. Will let you know when I weigh in tomorow!

Stacey - Oooh hun, what an awful dream. I can imagine it left you feeling a it bizzar as my dreams linger in my head too and leave me feeling funny. Hope you have nice relaxed day today. I am dying for a lay in. Its pitch black every morning when I get up at 6.50. My body thinks it should still be asleep haha.

How has everybody else been the last few days?

You all know how I take Xenical?... Well, it goes to show they really do work (or atleast defo absorb some of the fat) cox as I have been naughty everytime I go to the loo I stain it orange (sorry for being blunt haha). I think I need to invest in some de-greaser for my loo now though, and a new toilet brush hahahaha. Sorry for being crude but it had to be said.

Well, off to do some typing, etc, etc. Have a good day everyone and speak tomorow xxxx
 
Well, just had to pop back on here coz my head is whirrrrrling. I cant stop thinking about food, andeating food and its turning me insain.

Its 14.10 and am munching on a tuna mayo baguette, thats after a morning of pigging out on toast and butter, a muffin, bolied sweets, rolo chocolate and crisps! Then I ahave already planned to go t Burker King when I fin work ad I knw I'll pig out even if am not hungry. I feel like I have lost all control. I feel like I can feel my waistline expanding with each mothfull and I feel uncomfortable and fat yet I cant stop!!!!

I am hoping part of the binging has come from me just allowing myself the rest of this week off and I am cramming as much in as possible to get it out my system an I hop it just comes to a stop on Monday and I can get back to normal.

Just had to come on here for a rant to peoplewho know how I am feeling xxxx
 
Miss_Kassy said:
Well, just had to pop back on here coz my head is whirrrrrling. I cant stop thinking about food, andeating food and its turning me insain.

Its 14.10 and am munching on a tuna mayo baguette, thats after a morning of pigging out on toast and butter, a muffin, bolied sweets, rolo chocolate and crisps! Then I ahave already planned to go t Burker King when I fin work ad I knw I'll pig out even if am not hungry. I feel like I have lost all control. I feel like I can feel my waistline expanding with each mothfull and I feel uncomfortable and fat yet I cant stop!!!!

I am hoping part of the binging has come from me just allowing myself the rest of this week off and I am cramming as much in as possible to get it out my system an I hop it just comes to a stop on Monday and I can get back to normal.

Just had to come on here for a rant to peoplewho know how I am feeling xxxx
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Honestly, I know the feeling. It's been constantly happening to me these past two weeks. Allow yourself a 'bad' day today, you've eaten what you've eaten so put it out of your mind and don't let the guilt in. And you know what... Enjoy your burger king. If this is time off from the plan then just let yourself enjoy it. We all have rubbish days.

Tomorrows a new day...

X
 
Kassy, what is it that's making you want to binge? Is there something that's upsetting or worrying you that you don't really want to talk about because that's usually what triggers off my binges. I know its difficult to get out of that cycle, but you can do it. Xxxx

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