Been at a BBQ today to celebrate my friends birthday but was angelic :0) now home & about to have my bar... Bit disappointed that no-one noticed that I didn't eat, or that I've lost weight :0( give it a couple of months & they won't recognise me ;0)
Off to the pub with my friend (check me out - the social butterfly today haha!) - we always joke that we should be on supersize vs superskinny, but in all seriousness she suffers from bulimia. But we both have issues with food that ultimately need to be overcome... She is going through counselling finally & on anti-depressants, and I'm finally doing something to shed my "morbidly obese" self :0) we've been best friends for years, and despite our very different food issues, we are great support for each other - it's always easier to help someone else than take advice yourself isn't it?!!
Tomorrow is my beautiful niece's 2nd birthday! My sister is going waaaaay over the top with jubilee/birthday preparations & to be honest while I love my niece to bits I'll be glad when it's all over!! So tomorrow I'll be taking a bar with me again as everyone will be having a picnic, and my dad & stepmums eyes will be on me.... They have nagged me all my life about my weight, & whenever I'm on a diet & have lost weight she says really patronisingly "you're looking much better"... Better than what??!!! She infuriates me, but I feel slightly smug at the moment as she had an small operation earlier this year & has been on steroids & piles on the pounds.... She now wants to do exante lol!!!
Off to get ready for my 2nd outing of the day, hope everyone is having a fab weekend :0) xx