MizKirsty - Becoming my inner skinny!

I loved him in north and south. He was just so sexy in a normal non celeb way . I think it's because he was a normal human being

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He did look so poorly towards the end though!

I loved him in everything I saw him in especially dd and ghost!! Swwwoooonn!! Lol

Well today I had a bit of a screw up - at work all day with an amazing buffet - had 3 chicken drum sticks!! :( - could have been worse - chips wedges wraps deep fried mushrooms etc! But kinda feeling a bit like a failure now!' - especially when mfp says they were at least 150cals each!! Omg!!

No exercise today - work hasn't enable me too - however have a few classes tomorrow to hopefully make up !!

Turned down a meal out Monday and today!!! Feeling good about that!! Yay!!

Just need to keep it up for monday - hoping for a 2-3lb loss - especially considering sat day out it's a challenge!! But fingers crossed!!

So excited for sat dd!!!! Xx
 
Just another thought - just to see if anyone experiences the same thing ?!

When I hit a new low (weight wise ie getting into the 14s etc) I suddenly feel great my confidence improves self image gets better - then once I've been there a little while I begin to feel that oh so familiar feeling of being fat and disgusting again!!

I don't understand how my perception can change so rapidly - it's kinda depressing!! Xx
 
I loved him in north and south. He was just so sexy in a normal non celeb way . I think it's because he was a normal human being

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Ooh North and South, I loved that!! He was manly in that, I liked his mate too :)

He did look so poorly towards the end though!

I loved him in everything I saw him in especially dd and ghost!! Swwwoooonn!! Lol

Well today I had a bit of a screw up - at work all day with an amazing buffet - had 3 chicken drum sticks!! :( - could have been worse - chips wedges wraps deep fried mushrooms etc! But kinda feeling a bit like a failure now!' - especially when mfp says they were at least 150cals each!! Omg!!

No exercise today - work hasn't enable me too - however have a few classes tomorrow to hopefully make up !!

Turned down a meal out Monday and today!!! Feeling good about that!! Yay!!

Just need to keep it up for monday - hoping for a 2-3lb loss - especially considering sat day out it's a challenge!! But fingers crossed!!

So excited for sat dd!!!! Xx

Yeah he did look poorly didn't he. Under the lines you could still tell who he was though, not like some who try to disguise it.


Those drummers aren't too bad hun...chicken is mostly protein, so the lack of carbs from the actual chicken isn't too bad ;)

Just another thought - just to see if anyone experiences the same thing ?!

When I hit a new low (weight wise ie getting into the 14s etc) I suddenly feel great my confidence improves self image gets better - then once I've been there a little while I begin to feel that oh so familiar feeling of being fat and disgusting again!!

I don't understand how my perception can change so rapidly - it's kinda depressing!! Xx


I totally get what you mean!! I think it's because no matter what we acheive we'll never be entirely happy, and I think we'll always see what isn't reflected in the mirror, and we'll always want to change that. I think we look at other people to much too....like celebs and want to acheive a certain look...I think it screws us up :eek:
 
Yeah I could have eaten worse but just feel like I've flopped already this week - but had a stern talking to myself and snapped myself outta it!! Focus girl focus lol!! 3lb!!

Yeah I was feeling great when I weighed 5lb heavier now I'm feeling like a fat cow again :( sucks!!

Xx
 
You'll do it hun...you're in a good place right now, don't let it bring you down!! :)

You're not a fat cow hun... maybe you need a treat or something... some new undies or a new top?
 
Yeah sorry only just logged back in xx
 
Had a better day today!!

Been 100% - never went spinning which was the plan - did the housework and visited the bank to sort a few bits out! So a boring day tbh!

Again resisted the temptation of eating out!! Yay me!! Lol xx
 
First true cheat of the week - Chinese -

Boiled rice
Small curry sauce
Chicken balls (they were large ones IMO - and I left two!)

Otherwise I'd had two bowls of cornflakes and a shape zero yoghurt!!

I think what triggered it was hopped on the scales this morning and no change since monday!! :( I feel smaller so it was kinda disheartening!!

Oh well spin tomorrow will hopefully help burn the cals off - just hope it doesn't stop me getting a loss on monday :( (I'm sure mr tango will punish me later too!) xx
 
Well done! :)

I have hurt my achilles heel.. Went to a&e badly bruised.. Took the easy option of zipping my boot on rather than putting on my trainers.. Running after my son on his scooter on the way to school in boots is not a good idea!! Advised ice, rest and more ice.. So no zumba and no walking for a few day.. SIGH! Grrrrr!!!
 
I love sweet and sour hong kong style with special fried rice! But last time I had it mr tango stayed all day!!!!!!

At a&e I ate 3 fingers of a kitkat.. Was there for 3 hours ran out of low fat snacks.. My youngest son was helping me eat my snacks- his of course he didn't want lol

Ate a choc biscuit as it was shoved in my mouth (kids) he was looking so cute found it hard to keep saying NO

Also had 3 bit garlic bread.. Light choices.. Find I can not resist It at all just glad I stopped at 3, told myself at the 4th one to stop!

Fat cals ok 37g but 150 cals over allowance..
 
I'm a lil I've my cals - if you forget the cals burnt cleaning according to mfp - mm garlic bread that is a true weakness!!

I feel bad now - but I did enjoy it hadn't had that in years!!! And will hopefully burn it off tomorrow! Fun times lol!

Aw poor you!! Dunno what I'd do if I injured myself so used to being able to exercise!! Lol hopefully it will get fixed soon!! :) I still need to try that Zumba you so muchly love - I'm waiting for a friend to move back here shell go with me lol ;) xx
 
Glad yuou enjoyed your chinese hun..there's still time for the scales to shift hun, don't give up!!

I'm not weighing in for 2 weeks, don't want to weigh in after my eats this week!!! My bad... ;)
 
Where are you hun? :)
 
Yes where are you? You've been very quiet

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I've had a wonderfully busy weekend - will catch you all up tomorrow :) night xx
 
Hello!!! I've been super busy this weekend having a lovely lovely time!!

Friday night we had a meal out but came home rented a few movies and had a lovely night on the sofa!

Saturday was dirty dancing!!!! Omg it was amazing!!! I actually had tears in my eyes at parts - the guy was a spit of patrick!! It was amazing I'd go back and see it again.

However this day was a crap food day - pizza and sweets (that was all I ate the entire day but it's crap!). but a very very good day!!

Then yesterday I went home and spent the day with my family - hadn't seen them in a few months so that was lovely - however indortunately they don't understand what good food is :( - oil butter cheese etc!!

However they were all shocked at how different I looked and I got lots of compliments !! So feeling very good!

Having my blind wi tonight - I'm hoping bc I was 150% at the beginning of the week I can prehaps maintain - it's totm too so not expecting a loss!!

Went spinning 4 times this week and the gym!! So could manage a sts! Off to spin again today!!

But I'm back I was jut trapped in a romance whirlwind for the weekend (my oh is a softy really!!!!) xxx
 
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