MizKirsty - Becoming my inner skinny!
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Mizkirsty
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Well I was looking at a 2.5lb loss this week - well below Florida beginning weight - excellent the lightest I've ever been recorded anyway! How exciting!! All that exercise had helped I felt skinny my new jeans had got too big feeling fab!!!
Then I step on the scales pre official wi today expecting to see around 13.4 as that's where I'd stabilised all week!!!
Oh no 13.6.25 when I first got up ok so a sts very disappointing - drunk some Ribena to flush the system as you do - 13.8!!! That's a gain within an hour and 4lba gained since Friday!
I'm at my wits end now feeling miserable depressed and completely fed up! I want to throw myself into a giant tub of chocolate pizza ice team and chips! And actually probably will this evening!
I'm even umming and ahhing about bother to go Sw tonight and tbh full stop!
ATM I just can't see the point I was never this miserable when I was fat - ok I wasn't happy but I didn't feel this crappy and so much of a failure! I'd accept it if I'd eaten crap! I didn't even cheat at the BBQ no alcohol only bread off plan not even a sausage!
Completely fed up.
Then I step on the scales pre official wi today expecting to see around 13.4 as that's where I'd stabilised all week!!!
Oh no 13.6.25 when I first got up ok so a sts very disappointing - drunk some Ribena to flush the system as you do - 13.8!!! That's a gain within an hour and 4lba gained since Friday!
I'm at my wits end now feeling miserable depressed and completely fed up! I want to throw myself into a giant tub of chocolate pizza ice team and chips! And actually probably will this evening!
I'm even umming and ahhing about bother to go Sw tonight and tbh full stop!
ATM I just can't see the point I was never this miserable when I was fat - ok I wasn't happy but I didn't feel this crappy and so much of a failure! I'd accept it if I'd eaten crap! I didn't even cheat at the BBQ no alcohol only bread off plan not even a sausage!
Completely fed up.
alongwaytogo
Silver Member
Oh Kirsty! What a nightmare. You know time before last when I weighed on st docs I gained 3 lbs in one day and was so fed up, next time i weighed in I had lost 11 lbs and the nurse couldn't believe it, but I knew the first wi wasn't right iykwim.
Just try and look at the longer term and how far you have come. I know it's easier said than done, but don't get hung up on the scales. Big hugs x
Just try and look at the longer term and how far you have come. I know it's easier said than done, but don't get hung up on the scales. Big hugs x
Lexie2005
5:2 lover
Mizkirsty said:Yeah I know I just had a bit of a meltdown lol!
I'm ok ATM!
Struggling this week with totm craving sugary things and with 4 long days at work the last one which I hadn't planned to much meant a difficult day yesterday!
Oh well 100% now hey! Xx
Meltdown? Thought we'd decided it was an all out toddler tantrum lol (you know I love you really!)
You are doing so well & I am sure night shifts & things like that have messed with your body a fair bit. I know you behaved on them but they mess your system up as it is confused, when I worked nights I gained about 2 stone although I think a lot of that was the fact I ate like a pig!!!
Onwards & downwards Kirsty xx
