Moo's year - 24 st start and restart

Popping in to subscribe. :) Don't worry about the candy or the problem with the tart. You're only human (Unless you're an Alien ;) )and along with that comes making the odd mistake. :)

Your food looks super yum. I want to invite myself over for dinner ;) hehe
 
It's not much food rita! lol!! but i guess i want to be skinny more than i want the food (for the first time in a decade). The truth is I'm lonely. I want to be in a relationship after 8 years of having no interest and I guess I've got it into my head that if I'm skinny someone will want me :p. I'm so pathetic.

Bev - I wonder what happened to your friend too ? And my weight loss has not been thrilling this week ! LOL!! STS but being very good and aiming for 2-3lbs next week - that would put be closer to 8s than 10stones.......
 
You did have a busy day yesterday, but such is life. And today you are back on track. Everyone has a blip now and then. Stress can play a huge part in that. You handled yourself well. Your sous chef sounds a right kn*b, he wont last long! A...hole.
Food looks lush, that takes care of my fix for the day :), you wouldnt know how much i look forward to your diary :) lol
the scales are really shining for you this week hun, and im delighted. At one time we were similar weights, and i dare say with my diet and the weight coming off quicker, i probably P... you off at times. But i do believe when we get to the end of our goals. You will be educated to choices, where as its then i will struggle! So you will have no problem maintaining. I really will have to plan, plan, plan or else i will be 21st again or maybe more. :cry:
I am blessed that i choose to do this diet right now, and take my journey with you, Bev, Cat, Lucy, Goose and Rachel (plus everyone else who has supported us, and motivated us to keep going) it makes it a little easier on us.
Hope your all having a great day :grouphugg:Definitely a group hug moment. :) xx
 
I think it's defo easier with you guys around. When you have a bad diet day we all remind eachother how far we've come and the bigger picture. That was my problem before - id have a bad day and give up!!

Go team
 
Amazing news from me. Neil (OH) is free of cancer. got the results this afternoon from his oncologist but he does have bad scars on his liver (not surprisingly!). Lots of happy tears and the kids have been on the phone too. wow. so happy we could cry and we have done!
My friend. I don't know. She had her stomach stappled (which is what they did back then). She got down to 11 st but kept eating too much, burst the staples and last time I saw her she must have been up to 20st at least again and she was only 5' 4". She moved away and I think she found me annoying because I was so concerned. I cared for her so much. Her mother and sister both died from weight related illnesses. Diabetes etc. Sad. But must say OH and I are so happy tonight. Bless you all and hugs all round. Rita we must have a party Saturday night for your birthday. Lots of balloons and lo cal snacks etc.! !!
I am on a cloud!!!!!!!!! Bev x
 
Bev this is epic news!!!!! Couldn't happen to a nicer person
 
Ah that is great news Bev. I am over the moon for the whole family, you must be so relieved. Heres to a new beginning :) (i wish i could raise a celebratory glass to you both) :) XX
 
Amazing news from me. Neil (OH) is free of cancer. got the results this afternoon from his oncologist but he does have bad scars on his liver (not surprisingly!). Lots of happy tears and the kids have been on the phone too. wow. so happy we could cry and we have done! My friend. I don't know. She had her stomach stappled (which is what they did back then). She got down to 11 st but kept eating too much, burst the staples and last time I saw her she must have been up to 20st at least again and she was only 5' 4". She moved away and I think she found me annoying because I was so concerned. I cared for her so much. Her mother and sister both died from weight related illnesses. Diabetes etc. Sad. But must say OH and I are so happy tonight. Bless you all and hugs all round. Rita we must have a party Saturday night for your birthday. Lots of balloons and lo cal snacks etc.! !! I am on a cloud!!!!!!!!! Bev x

That is great news am so pleased for your family x
 
Amazing news from me. Neil (OH) is free of cancer. got the results this afternoon from his oncologist but he does have bad scars on his liver (not surprisingly!). Lots of happy tears and the kids have been on the phone too. wow. so happy we could cry and we have done!
My friend. I don't know. She had her stomach stappled (which is what they did back then). She got down to 11 st but kept eating too much, burst the staples and last time I saw her she must have been up to 20st at least again and she was only 5' 4". She moved away and I think she found me annoying because I was so concerned. I cared for her so much. Her mother and sister both died from weight related illnesses. Diabetes etc. Sad. But must say OH and I are so happy tonight. Bless you all and hugs all round. Rita we must have a party Saturday night for your birthday. Lots of balloons and lo cal snacks etc.! !!
I am on a cloud!!!!!!!!! Bev x

Bev hun , amazing news , Im so happy for you all =) What an relief. Big massive hug and congratulations =)
 
Day 5 have been good for me - I had nice meals and work was better then it was yesterday.
Thank you all for support =)
For dinner I made omelet with mushrooms and ham and 2 new potatoes and cheese . With salad and coffee. Just what I needed
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Few people speaking about ice bucked challenge at work , but I wont take part of it. No thank you =) I have my reasons;
first - its cold
second - its cold
and last one
its cold :p
Thing is - they want to do it at work , but we dont even have a showers at work - and where will you dry yourself later and then you still need to work later. And I always ill with my throat , so it will be no from me . But those who doing it are braves. Have to be careful tho - some people get hurt, but over doing it.

Hez dear, Im so happy for you and sometimes I m may look like little Grinch - ( BTW , very funny movie - I laugh every year )- green'ish but thats good envy that make me moving more to get my goal . You make me giggle when you speak about daily fix - But I must thank you and everyone else here - if you would not be here, to read my diary - I think I would eat more of same stuff. Now I try (try ) to bring different foods on my menu. So big thanks to you all

MelonCollie - welcome =) Hope you like it in here and maybe we can support one another =)

Cat - you are so right , when I didnt write everything down here I did not have to face anyone. And could lie to myself - have to say this part sometimes comes out :p Now here , all you here I have much more motivations. Plus you are my "only" girlfriends at this moment. The friend I had in here went back home and I am alone atm. My hubby is ofc amazing - but most of the time no help at all , lol When I cook , he wants to label everything- getting me mad at least once every day by thinking names of foods and labeling. Giggle - it sounds funny now, but this always get me going :p
When I get something new / dress, shirt / and ask how I look - he tells " it fits " - what that means ? hahaha When I do beauty treatment that lady's sometimes need to do , hes asking why you are doing this to yourself . lol - Love him , but hes no girlfriend
And Cat - you are beautiful beautiful women , I know its hard for you atm with the Man and all , but do not forget to love yourself. Be confident - you are one sexy lady - feel like star you are =)

God Im feeling naughty today . no candy's left , I think I will eat up my hubby :p after all the things I write done I looked at him and hes just a big teddy bear , lol - going to see tv with him. Speak to you all tomorrow =) :atthemovies:
 
Hi there destamia. It's 1:24am and I should be sleeping but I stumbled across your diary and it's just awesome. You're awesome and are doing so incredibly well! I hope you don't mind if I subscribe? Your positivity is so uplifting!
 
Very healthy looking supper Rita - i might actually cook a dinner today - haven't had a home cooked meal in 2 weeks !!
 
Good morning everyone :)
sun is shining here so today will be a good day.
Blondcat you are amazing, when you start believing in yourself. That you dont need a man to make you complete, thats when one will enter your life! And the next chapter in your life will begin :)
Bev, i hope you and neil are now enjoying life. When you go through something like that, it makes you realise whats important and whats not. :)
Rita, my lovely. I am more than honoured to be one of your girlfriends. I have friends here (in Ireland) yet I have shared more with you lot on here than with them. You lot are a huge part to my success. (I dont want to let you lot down as much as i dont want to let myself down). You all keep me in check ;)
Food looks tasty, mmmm omlette lol Ive never eaten one but i think i would love one :cry:Get a grip Helen. I thought i had cheated the other day, and ate a handful of sweets (dummies, i love penny sweets). I was like thats it, my cycle is broken. I was nearly in tears. Thankfully I woke up!!! It seemed so real, i was gutted lol I must be dreaming about food....
All the things i want to try, i have a load of photos of your food pics :D #foodstalker lol. One day, hopefully one day this side of Christmas.
Have a great day people, much love xx
 
My lovely friends, I want to thank you so much for your really kind words. They mean so much. I have to admit you are all my only friends as others have evaporated as I have been joined at the hip with Neil! I am so proud to know you all. Life is now going to be about fun!! Oh yes. We are all going to be the weight we want to be, we are all fab anyway. Yes!!
Hez, in the paper today (Daily Mail) new drug being tested for Crohns that is looking good.
Rita, I don't know how you do it but you give my spirits such a lift you are infectious! In fact all of you are oooh can I use the word lovely again? LOL As you can probably tell I am on a natural high and it may take some time to get back to earth.
I am flying!!!!!! Massive hugs to all. Bev x :clap:
 
Hi there destamia. It's 1:24am and I should be sleeping but I stumbled across your diary and it's just awesome. You're awesome and are doing so incredibly well! I hope you don't mind if I subscribe? Your positivity is so uplifting!

oh dear, lol - hope you got enough sleep tonight =) welcome and hope you will enjoy it in here =)
 
Good morning everyone :)
sun is shining here so today will be a good day.
Blondcat you are amazing, when you start believing in yourself. That you dont need a man to make you complete, thats when one will enter your life! And the next chapter in your life will begin :)
Bev, i hope you and neil are now enjoying life. When you go through something like that, it makes you realise whats important and whats not. :)
Rita, my lovely. I am more than honoured to be one of your girlfriends. I have friends here (in Ireland) yet I have shared more with you lot on here than with them. You lot are a huge part to my success. (I dont want to let you lot down as much as i dont want to let myself down). You all keep me in check ;)
Food looks tasty, mmmm omlette lol Ive never eaten one but i think i would love one :cry:Get a grip Helen. I thought i had cheated the other day, and ate a handful of sweets (dummies, i love penny sweets). I was like thats it, my cycle is broken. I was nearly in tears. Thankfully I woke up!!! It seemed so real, i was gutted lol I must be dreaming about food....
All the things i want to try, i have a load of photos of your food pics :D #foodstalker lol. One day, hopefully one day this side of Christmas.
Have a great day people, much love xx

Oh Helen , nightmare =) I had few of those before - I see myself eating cakes and just cant stop, cake after cake after cake- but not getting enough .. until I wake up and feel so relief , lol - I bet we all had those moments .
Hahaha - foodstalker , love the sound of it =)
 
Thank you Cat =) Hope you will cook something and enjoy it =)

I'm going out for gin instead ??. Going to try and stay within 1000-1200 calories.

It gets harder to have bigger losses at this weight because my BMR is 1650 calories. I eat an average of 1200 over the week which means without exercise I would lose 0.9lbs. To get to 2 pounds in a week I have to exercise 550 calories 7 days a week. It's so tough!!
 
My lovely friends, I want to thank you so much for your really kind words. They mean so much. I have to admit you are all my only friends as others have evaporated as I have been joined at the hip with Neil! I am so proud to know you all. Life is now going to be about fun!! Oh yes. We are all going to be the weight we want to be, we are all fab anyway. Yes!!
Hez, in the paper today (Daily Mail) new drug being tested for Crohns that is looking good.
Rita, I don't know how you do it but you give my spirits such a lift you are infectious! In fact all of you are oooh can I use the word lovely again? LOL As you can probably tell I am on a natural high and it may take some time to get back to earth.
I am flying!!!!!! Massive hugs to all. Bev x :clap:

We just so happy for you and so glad you are here with us. :D

I had busy morning today ( read: slept until noon :p ) and after had to go shopping before breakfast as I was out of all fruits. On my way back from market I got call from man about job but there were kids in bus and too noisy , so I asked him to give me a call 20 min later, but he still havent. Maybe tomorrow - I hope its offer to think about =) And you can see the sun today - oh I love autumn. All the rains , trees's going colorful and rare sun that makes it more special. And then the winter starts - first snow .. oi lol , did I carried away , giggle. Thing is - yesterday I was walking home and it was raining - lightly, just how I love it. its dark outside already and if its raining or snowing and is dark outside - look at streetlights - its just magic how beautiful rain and snow look =) I could just stand under lantern and enjoy the view - lol I think its enough crazy-talk for today :)

Today my scaled smiled on my -again =) 18 st 9 . If I get 2 or 3 pounds more off by the time my weight in ( saturday ) I will get my 5,5 st award. SW is awesome for me and SE is just what I needed right now. I was speaking to my hubby - I will do SE one more week or as long as I can keep it up. And if it gets too hard for me I will go back on Easy Extra plan =) I love the fact that I can have 2 choice of bread and cheese - I love my sw over the week =)

Day 6 lunch
salmon with mustard, pasta with ketchup, flat mushroom with soft cheese ( he) and fresh fruit and veggie salad, coffee =)
feeling good :)
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smiles and hugs to everyone =)
 
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