Thank you girl , and now moment of truth - Im doing good this week if to leave yesterdays beefsteak out.…
And about 10 candy's I had when I got home …
Yesterday was day of mistakes - I made mistake at work and it upsets me so much. I rarely mistaking at work but yesterday was just - one big mistake after another. I feel quitly that I ruined the ladys dinner and she must be very upset
And the fact that I was not 100% my fault wont make me feel better.
It was nothing too bad- just she ordered tart and servent told me it goes with starters. But then retured it to kitchen as it supose to go with mains, she changed her mind. Later when it went out she send tart back as it was too cold.
I put new in owen but s-chef rushed me and demanded me to pit tart out before the time was over. And I did - I knew that I should not but he was pushing me and I give in. Lady sent tart back again as it was hot on top and cold in middle - ofc it was
I ruined her night and feel quilty.
Because of that I did not bave dicent dinner, I only got sw and no salad as I should have. And when I got home I just keep eating candys until pack was empty. Thank god it empty now and I cant have candy anymore.
Leaving all this behind me now- new day and new start. Wont let to rush me again when I know whats right and whats wrong and wont trust myself with pack of candys
Scale were nice to me 18st 11
so 3 more days to my Sw meeting to see what scale say there.
As for food
Day 5
Lunch ( slept late today- needed rest )
Salmon with veggies and cottage cheese. Coffee 1 syn
On my way to work now. One more day then I can rest a little
Bev - Im wondering too what happened to your friend.
Cat - how can you copy with 1000 cal a day ? I dont think thats a lot of food. I need to find your diary
to see how you find the choise power to do what you do. I think I need to learn form you
Helen - Im sure you will have lots of nice dinners and lunches ahead. Just little more to go
Hugs to everyone