My diary from day 3

[kerrys86]

Wow i never even knew they did choc popcorn lol sounds yummy

I had a sneaky 3 or 4 love hearts felt.so bad after.

But really enjoying it now, now i only have shakes to take! No more porridge no nore soup yay, and soo love the banana, strawberry and muxed fruit

 

[willow12]

Awww Rachel- hard when they grow up isn't it- my eldest baby is 12! She looks like a little woman now & it's weird lol

Well done Kerry!!! Really pleased for u!!

Well my day yesterday didn't go to plan :-( was amazing allday yesterday and wasn't even hungry or wanting food... My man not realising I was back on, brought me a bag of the new Cadbury popcorn to try.... That ruined it- I ate the lot:-( but he knows I'm def onnit now- and I've ordered some new (slightly to small sized) clothes... They will fit but look tight so has given me extra incentive to carry on :-D today I'm putting last 2 days behind me... I'm not falling at final hurdle now- got such a short way to go.... If any1 else has any words of support/motivation would b greatly appreciated... I think next few days will b tricky :-/

Wah... I bought some of that evil stuff on Saturday. I sniffed it... But luckily I was driving so I was distracted. Mind you I bought my children a bag of chips this evening for dinner as I had a nightmare journey to Oxford and back today and now can't be bothered to be peeling potatoes etc. the chips smelt amazing but I'm sure they would 'feel' bitter after I'd eaten them. (maybe)
Good for you for 'getting back in the horse'.. It's difficult after a splurge but you sound like you're determined.
I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a shop window earlier and I wasn't as disgusted as usual.. Thumbs up! Looking forward to my choc shake later, but NOT the 3 pints I have to down!!!

 

[willow12]

Back on the horse, it should read.. Back in the horse sounds disturbing!!

 

[kerrys86]

Hows everyone doing?? X

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

I'm doing rubbish :-( lots of social events came up this week!!! N my cousin brought me back peanut butter m&ms from America... Am actually feeling pretty crap:-/ am going to gym tonight & I'm starting again Saturday - Friday night I've gotta lobster/chips & champagne night- which is for a dear friends birthday... So come Saturday I've GOT TO get back onnit!!! Please provide motivation...

Hope every1 get on ok?

 

[kerrys86]

Oh no, never mind im sure it wont make much difference. I have a social event coming up next thurs and im undecided about going as i havent told anyone im doing CD. And they would ask so many questions!! I had a bit of binge last night on cheese turkey and a 4 french fries and two peieces of toffee :-(
Gonna weigh tomorrow myself to spur me on over weekend.

Keep going your doing great!!

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

I've been bad all this week bar 1 day... I'm just gonna enjoy myself tomorro n then I'm 100% no excuses going back on diet- looking forward to my night out tomorro... Was gonna start back on Monday then thought- no- why not start Saturday... So by Monday I'll b well on way into ketosis roll on 5th July- shopping spree with my bestie newwww clothes!!!

 

[kerrys86]

Thats good that youve got a plan!!
I know so excited about buying new.clothes!! Ahh
Enjoy your night! X

 

[willow12]

Just had my WI.. 4lbs off this week, which makes me 13lbs 1oz. Nobody has noticed yet (or said anything at least) Don't understand why??!

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

Well done willow!!!

I'm back on again tomorro... Am actually looking forward to not having to think about what to eat.... Am actually scared with how I will cope when I don't need Cambridge anymore :-/ don't wanna have a yoyo lifestyle:-/

 

[willow12]

Well done willow!!!

I'm back on again tomorro... Am actually looking forward to not having to think about what to eat.... Am actually scared with how I will cope when I don't need Cambridge anymore :-/ don't wanna have a yoyo lifestyle:-/

How have you found being off CD?.. Have you binged? You see I know I would, I'd be uncontrollable. I keep thinking of dominoes pepperoni pizza (sorry everyone) I'm sure it would make me feel I'll afterwards but I'm kind of craving carbs today.

I'm not sure if anyone else is turning into a 'feeder' but I sure am. I'm baking with the kids and buying them more treats than usual. I think I'm eating via transference! We're making home made pizza from scratch and baking a cake for when my friend visits tomorrow. Its her birthday. I know I won't eat any myself but I'm having a weird relationship with food at the moment!!!!

Good for you wannabefittthirty. I admire your determination. I think I'll go onto slimming world when I'm the size I want to be. I won't eat as many carbs as I used to tho.. I never fathomed how that was healthy last time.

 

[WillpowerWoman]

I'm very in the zone @ moment :-D I lose weight very easily- which makes it worse that I'm so fat... It's all greed!:-/ but not anymore!!!! Loving all my old clothes I'm wearing at the mo!!!!!

How's every1's sunday been???? Looking forward to next Sunday as its fathers day so gonna take my wonderful fiancé out with our kids!

Tho it's a bit bittersweet For me, cos this December just gone (10th-6 months today) I lost my amazing daddy :'-( he was battling oesophagul cancer- and only 8 months after diagnosis passed away at my home, I was caring for him and found him one morning :-( my dad was a typical feeder and even to his last days made me wheel him to the local shop to buy sweets for me & kids! He obviously couldn't eat, but didn't stop him lol
Miss him so much and when I'm slim & built my fitness right up, I'm aiming next year to run a lot of races in his memory- he would b very proud

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Just reading through your diary and u have done amazing!!! What a difference! I am 5th 9 to (wish the weight would come off me as fast!)

I too lost my dad to oesophacol cancer 14yrs ago when i was 15 he died 4 months after diagnosis.

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

Hi peeps... I'm back on day 1... Yes I have eaten alot of very rich food this weekend- and now I'm I'm bed with bad stomach ache :-( I'm on day 1 of Cambridge again n I can't even face a shake as I'm poorly... So making it easier for me lol

Thank u willpowerwoman, such an awful disease :-(( couldn't imagine going through that as a teenager, so u truly have my sympathies xxx

 

[willow12]

Hi peeps... I'm back on day 1... Yes I have eaten alot of very rich food this weekend- and now I'm I'm bed with bad stomach ache :-( I'm on day 1 of Cambridge again n I can't even face a shake as I'm poorly... So making it easier for me lol

Thank u willpowerwoman, such an awful disease :-(( couldn't imagine going through that as a teenager, so u truly have my sympathies xxx

Hope you feel better soon.. Glad you're back!

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

Thank u willow xxx how ru getting on Hun? Every cloud has silver lining, 1st days of Cambridge r so hard so at least i don't feel like eating lol

 

[willow12]

Thank u willow xxx how ru getting on Hun? Every cloud has silver lining, 1st days of Cambridge r so hard so at least i don't feel like eating lol

I'm good thanks.. Now 13st 1lb. I'm just looking at clothes online to distract myself as hubby and children are eating. I can't keep having a bath, I'll have no skin left! I'm a 14 1/2 size at the mo.. Not sure what size stuff to buy, just want something nice to wear.

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

River island, warehouse, oasis and next all have gorgeous clothes in at mo... I've just ordered some size 14's.. They're tiny bit snug, but fit... I weighed 13.11 this morning :-(((

 

[willow12]

River island, warehouse, oasis and next all have gorgeous clothes in at mo... I've just ordered some size 14's.. They're tiny bit snug, but fit... I weighed 13.11 this morning :-(((

It drops off you tho.. Seems to be faster than me. My weigh in on Friday was 4lbs, that's on SS+
I'll have a look at those sites.. Ta

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

I must admit I'm hoping to b in the 12's by Saturday... Have a party to go to- but not eating n having dodgy tummy may help me today... I did go absolutely crazy over weekend... My friends birthday n there was treats everywhere!!!

 

[wannabefitatthirty]

Am in complete shock!! After being very ill yesterday with sickness etc I have gone from 13st11 yesterday morning to this morning 13.4!!!! Yay that awful day yesterday was kinda worth it haha