FatFairNForty(ish)
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Absolutely! He's a daftie alright!! Lettin you slip away! (you're So much better off without him!)
excellent - can't wait to read all about it!
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Absolutely! He's a daftie alright!! Lettin you slip away! (you're So much better off without him!)
excellent - can't wait to read all about it!
kati
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It certainly is!!! can't wait I love their music and the singers voice. If I'd known I'd have asked to go with yu two instead of saying I'd go with him because I think it gave him the wrong idea. I keep having to put im straight, so he was a bit put out when I told him about mr policeman. Oh well, Ive been telling him or ages he has no chance with me. Will look out for you there, but might not recognise you cos you'll be so skinny by then!
kati
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Absolutely! He's a daftie alright!! Lettin you slip away! (you're So much better off without him!)
excellent - can't wait to read all about it!
Thanks Jennie, I am sooo much better off without him. Last time I saw him instead of thinking of what I'd lost I thought "why on earth was I bothered about him?" So i think that is a fantastic step in the right direction (it is of course still fun to know I can still make him jealous because I'm giving someone else a chance instead of him)
As for the date...hmm, not imagining it going wonderfully right now. I don't feel well. My head has been pounding all day, I've got the sniffles, my neck is really stiff and sore and my glands all swollen. and I have a mouth ulcer which is a bit sore.
I've spent all day getting asked off people who has punched me in the face because my cheek suddenly looks all bruised from the moment I got up this morning. I haven't done anything to it so I have no idea where it's come from unless I've been sleepwalking. and I have a spot on my chin.
I am still exhausted too. I decided I couldn't cope with feeling ill and having the lack of energy I had yesterday because there is so much I need to do tonight and believe it or not my job is very physical, so I have been eating today. Not loads but still not dieting. Will have a soup for tea I think because after having a sandwich for lunch I'm extremely bloated.
I was 11 stone exactly this morning woohoo, but have probably put that back on with eating the sandwich.
I think I've managed to drink just over 3 litres of water but it's only 6 pm so plenty of time to get some more down me.
got a new lead for doggy since his last one snapped, this one is a chain so can't possibly snap through him chewing or pulling on it. His last one was one of those stretchy ones though so he didn't like his new chain one. I ended up running with him the whole way. So there's my exercise for the day lol. Maybe me and doggy will take up jogging.
oh bum just realised I need petrol to get to work in the morning. Actually I think I may have enough to get there just not enough to get home again.
my eldest was given detention which he was supposed to do tonight because he wasn't well last monday so I let him stay off school. he went back on the tuesday but I forgot to give him a note and he was at his dads for the rest of the week so I still couldn't give him one, the teacher gave him detention for that. I signed his homework planner this morning to say that I knew he had been off and the teacher cancelled the detention. However no one told silly old me who sat outside the school for ages waiting for him to come out since I was passing the school at the same time as he was due to leave. grrr. I thought the detention as a bit unfair though, even though I hadn't given him a note to say why he was off, they could have contacted me first instead of punishing him for my mistake.
anyway, must wash dishes, have a bath, bath the dog (he keeps weeing on his paws which are very hairy and now smelly), wash clothes, sort out and (maybe) do ironing, try to clean floor even though still not got a hoover that works and many many more things. Still haven't had the chance to get a blender. I keep meaning to pop into woolworths (which is just across the road from work) before I go home but always forget and just want to get home. Might go to costco instead on the way home tomorrow as I've been told they have some decent vacuum cleaners in for about £30 so I might get one of those and a blender there.
just checked my wages I've still got £80 left woohoo. Don't know how thats happened considering I've had a night out and took the kids out for dinner twice since I got paid. Oh well cant complain.
kati
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ok think I've got my outfit sorted. black skirt black strapless top and boots and a silver belt (all at the vfbc will have seen the boots and belt)
Only problem now is the spots, mark on cheek, illness and now my hair is falling out rapidly! I'll be molting all over the place.
If I feel like i do now tomorrow I'm going to be horrible company for him.
Only problem now is the spots, mark on cheek, illness and now my hair is falling out rapidly! I'll be molting all over the place.
If I feel like i do now tomorrow I'm going to be horrible company for him.
FatFairNForty(ish)
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lol, like your thinking! You will look gorgeous, just relax, enjoy the company and see how it goes Sorry to be nipping in briefly but life is mad at the moment! Loads to do , not updated my diary in days properly.. ho hum. lol xx
You will look gorgeous, just relax, enjoy the company and see how it goes Sorry to be nipping in briefly but life is mad at the moment! Loads to do , not updated my diary in days properly.. ho hum. lol xx
kati
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ok 2 hours to go now I'm getting worried. My belly has now tripled in size! (ok ok in my head it has but it is still bigger than I'd like in reality)
I went on a quick shopping trip after work and got one of those short cardigan thingies (for a whopping £3) so I can wear a proper bra that actually holds things up instead of my strapless one that doesnt hold anything up.
Need a bath and everything. at leats I don't look like I've been punched in the face any more, that vanished overnight just the way i came (very strange). he sent me a text to make sure I'm stil going, I just said a quick reply. didn't want to start a conversation in case we have nothing left to talk about tonight.
Must have some lemsip before I go, hate feeling like this but at least I feel a bit better than yesterday.
Got a text off mr mechanic today asking how the date went so I told him it's tonight so hasn't gone yet. then he replied saying something about how if I start seeing mr policeman then he is going to have no women left in his life (poor thing) and that he'd have to go out and find someone else. I said something about sticking with one woman for a change but he said he couldn't do that. I told him thats why he wont have any women in his life but he just made a joke out of it. He will never change grrr, wish I'd known this time last year just what he is really like instead of having to find out the hard way.
Oh well maybe there are one or 2 decent men out there somewhere, possibly.
need to go for a run with the dog soon too. should I do that before or after my bath? hmmmm
whether or not I update tonight depends on what time I get home lol cos I have to be up at 6 am. If I get up early enough might update then.
I went on a quick shopping trip after work and got one of those short cardigan thingies (for a whopping £3) so I can wear a proper bra that actually holds things up instead of my strapless one that doesnt hold anything up.
Need a bath and everything. at leats I don't look like I've been punched in the face any more, that vanished overnight just the way i came (very strange). he sent me a text to make sure I'm stil going, I just said a quick reply. didn't want to start a conversation in case we have nothing left to talk about tonight.
Must have some lemsip before I go, hate feeling like this but at least I feel a bit better than yesterday.
Got a text off mr mechanic today asking how the date went so I told him it's tonight so hasn't gone yet. then he replied saying something about how if I start seeing mr policeman then he is going to have no women left in his life (poor thing) and that he'd have to go out and find someone else. I said something about sticking with one woman for a change but he said he couldn't do that. I told him thats why he wont have any women in his life but he just made a joke out of it. He will never change grrr, wish I'd known this time last year just what he is really like instead of having to find out the hard way.
Oh well maybe there are one or 2 decent men out there somewhere, possibly.
need to go for a run with the dog soon too. should I do that before or after my bath? hmmmm
whether or not I update tonight depends on what time I get home lol cos I have to be up at 6 am. If I get up early enough might update then.
kati
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it's now 10 to 7 meeting him in 40 minutes. Now aving a WTF moment, as in wtf am I doing thinking this bloke might actually like me.
I'm ready but look a mess, I'm shy so never think of anything to say etc. I feel like I'm going to bore him to death. hmm. too late to cancel without being nasty I suppose but maybe it's just all my insecurities coming out.
aaargh!!!! lol
I'm ready but look a mess, I'm shy so never think of anything to say etc. I feel like I'm going to bore him to death. hmm. too late to cancel without being nasty I suppose but maybe it's just all my insecurities coming out.
aaargh!!!! lol
kati
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lol.
not many beans to spill really. I'm quite confused myself. He kept going on about seeing each other again next week when i dont have the kids but felt like he couldn't get away fast enough. he said he had to go to bed cos he's on duty early tomorrow. I dont know what to think.
not many beans to spill really. I'm quite confused myself. He kept going on about seeing each other again next week when i dont have the kids but felt like he couldn't get away fast enough. he said he had to go to bed cos he's on duty early tomorrow. I dont know what to think.
kati
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Not feeling very well at all today. My head is throbbing, throat and neck hurts, got earache and now developing a cough. I hate being ill. so couldn't be bothered to diet today. Thought about it, but can't handle the water when I feel like this, or the tiredness cos I feel bad enough already. oh just remembered I'm supposed to go to my friends in a few minutes to give her an update on the date that if you blinked you'd have missed lol.
just remembered as well, after me saying that what looked like a bruise on my face had gone, one of the first things he asked me last night was "have you been fighting?" er no. Never had a fight in my life other than with my sister but that was just her hitting me and me going owwwww
will update more later after visiting my friend
just remembered as well, after me saying that what looked like a bruise on my face had gone, one of the first things he asked me last night was "have you been fighting?" er no. Never had a fight in my life other than with my sister but that was just her hitting me and me going owwwww
will update more later after visiting my friend
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