JezVonSavage
Lost in the Supermarket
HELLO ALL! Hope we are all well. JVS has had a terrible few days and it led to me falling (jumping!) off the wagon. Excuse this post- it's a bit mardy.
Things started on thursday when my staff were all arseholes because I reprimanded 2 of them for being late. When I say late, I mean LATE, by an hour or so and this was not just to the office but to a job. When they arrived, they apparently waltzed in laughing and joking with no urgency about them whatsoever. I was embarassed personally and professionally and tried to explain this to them without result, it's my fault apparently for not stressing the importance of the start time. cbkdjfnkebcjnzcnkjhfjnv.zdjnkjdbfvfofufjfjnsdvjnsvo. Ahem.
Then on friday I had a meeting with my business mentor and spent the whole hour crying. it's not that he necessarily upset me but he's one of those "caring" types and sometimes he only has to offer me a cuppa and i'm off. I kind of came to the conclusion, through incessant rambling, that I feel like I work and work for no reward. My staff are arseholes, I get no thanks for anything even though half of the time I put pressure on myself for their benefit, my OH hates my work and sighs everytime I talk about it (prob coz I'm moaning), and my Mum constantly asks when I'll finish my degree. I feel like sacking them all and jacking it in, getting a job on a cruise liner and buggering off somewhere. Tonight, we were offered work for a small business in Warrington. it was nothing much, but work is work, so I took the job expecting that one of the girls (all of whom are saving for weddings, holidays or babies) would snap my hand off for a £45 an hour job that required no major effort and given that it's quite far they'd be entitled to travel expenses. No, all still upset with me so none of them took it, just to be stubborn. So I've been and done it myself, which is quite embarassing given that I don't *do* that anymore, but i've just earnt £180 and have basically paid for my wedding favours.
Anyway, after the horrendous week I didn't make weigh in (still in work) so had a Chinese on both thursday and friday night
Didn't bother counting syns- oh there were a few though. Been back on plan today- if I put on there is no one to blame but myself.
Off to Ikea tomorrow for some of these balled spoons and stuffed veg I have a crystal emporium in my back bedroom where I busy myself with all sorts of rhinestoned wonderment as a hobby. I've got a few orders to do and thought I'd treat the emporium to some organisation as currently there are crystals and glue everywhere. I finished my Mum's Mothers Day pressie earlier so I'll post a photo when I get a chance.
yet another busy week so expect even less from me sorry ladies, I'll be back on track soon xx
Things started on thursday when my staff were all arseholes because I reprimanded 2 of them for being late. When I say late, I mean LATE, by an hour or so and this was not just to the office but to a job. When they arrived, they apparently waltzed in laughing and joking with no urgency about them whatsoever. I was embarassed personally and professionally and tried to explain this to them without result, it's my fault apparently for not stressing the importance of the start time. cbkdjfnkebcjnzcnkjhfjnv.zdjnkjdbfvfofufjfjnsdvjnsvo. Ahem.
Then on friday I had a meeting with my business mentor and spent the whole hour crying. it's not that he necessarily upset me but he's one of those "caring" types and sometimes he only has to offer me a cuppa and i'm off. I kind of came to the conclusion, through incessant rambling, that I feel like I work and work for no reward. My staff are arseholes, I get no thanks for anything even though half of the time I put pressure on myself for their benefit, my OH hates my work and sighs everytime I talk about it (prob coz I'm moaning), and my Mum constantly asks when I'll finish my degree. I feel like sacking them all and jacking it in, getting a job on a cruise liner and buggering off somewhere. Tonight, we were offered work for a small business in Warrington. it was nothing much, but work is work, so I took the job expecting that one of the girls (all of whom are saving for weddings, holidays or babies) would snap my hand off for a £45 an hour job that required no major effort and given that it's quite far they'd be entitled to travel expenses. No, all still upset with me so none of them took it, just to be stubborn. So I've been and done it myself, which is quite embarassing given that I don't *do* that anymore, but i've just earnt £180 and have basically paid for my wedding favours.
Anyway, after the horrendous week I didn't make weigh in (still in work) so had a Chinese on both thursday and friday night
Didn't bother counting syns- oh there were a few though. Been back on plan today- if I put on there is no one to blame but myself.Off to Ikea tomorrow for some of these balled spoons and stuffed veg
I have a crystal emporium in my back bedroom where I busy myself with all sorts of rhinestoned wonderment as a hobby. I've got a few orders to do and thought I'd treat the emporium to some organisation as currently there are crystals and glue everywhere. I finished my Mum's Mothers Day pressie earlier so I'll post a photo when I get a chance.yet another busy week so expect even less from me
sorry ladies, I'll be back on track soon xx
