Nikki in ??? IT STOPS NOW!

There's some Zumba pics on my FB page. From the comic relief party. :)
 
Having a crisis of confidence right now! :( not pleasant!
 
Took this picture of me from a photo at my mums house. Think I was about 20st here.

Oh my god! Nikki you have come so far, I agree with MM, you can see it is you in the face features, but other than that you are a completely different person!
 
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Having a crisis of confidence right now! :( not pleasant!

Oh no :( Why? You've come such a long way and have done amazingly well!!! What's happened to knock your confidence? You look fab in the comic relief photos, totally relaxed and enjoying yourself. Hope you feel better soon!!! Big hugs xxx
 
I suppose it's the pics. They look goodish but still have room for improvement! There's quite a few who meet up too! Just feel not as belonging as I did! Just a bit stressed that people do not really want to be my friend just pretending.

Have 1 friend who has 95% stopped speaking to me. I've backed off from her incase she needs room but she could be thinking I've backed off and have stopped speaking to her. All very strange. Will say more afterwards but taking ems and my dude to a party now. :)
 
It's difficult I'm in a similar situation with the girls I went to Vegas with. I've given up trying now! I made an effort in the beginning when we got back but when the effort wasn't reciprocated I gave up. You could try sending her a couple of texts and give her the benefit of the doubt but if she doesn't respond it really is her loss Hun!! Keep your chin up chick, xxx

Ps A bit of Bob to cheer you up xxx
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3ilnNM7c1k&feature=youtube_gdata_player
 
Thing is we were both called into the heads office after I asked a member of staff a few questions about the way dinners worked in the school. She went to see her cause there were a few things she wanted to discuss and I didn't as I didn't see the point. Since then she has been a bit offish but she's busy. A single mum to 2 kids, a job plus she's doing a 2nd degree in law. Then she has a downs brother who's been through the wringer and her mum's just lost her uncle etc. So I've backed off to give her room. Saw her the other day and said we were meeting another friend at soft play if she wasn't doing anything and wanted to come we'd be there around 1pm. She text back to say she wasn't going to go as she didn't feel very sociable at the min :(

Anyway, back from party. Did dude's hair and dressed ems up to look like a girl for once!
 

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Aww I like seeing pics of your kiddies.. How's Ems and the tv remote getting on? Lol

I would ring your friend and see how she sounds towards you, you just don't know what could be happening with her at the moment.
I'd say Nikki don't give up on her... Friends are forever..x
 
ems can just watch whatever. change channels etc. she knows playhouse disney is 611 then goes from there. she actually got up this morning and opened the stairgate and went downstairs and put on the tv. first i knew it was 8am and the tv was on. :) she's so funny.

p.s i've got some pictures of our zumba on facebook. if you're on fb add me and see. can't seem to get them on here.
 
ems can just watch whatever. change channels etc. she knows playhouse disney is 611 then goes from there. she actually got up this morning and opened the stairgate and went downstairs and put on the tv. first i knew it was 8am and the tv was on. :) she's so funny.

p.s i've got some pictures of our zumba on facebook. if you're on fb add me and see. can't seem to get them on here.
Aww bless ya she certainly is funny.suppose it keeps her entertained from drawing on your walls.

How have u done today ?? I've had all shakes ready for bed soon.!
 
considering it's weigh on on monday, pants. i had 1 cd bar, a flapjack, risk krispi cake at a party, no dinner til 4pm when i had one slice of bread with salad and 3 slices of quorn with balsamic so no fat used, then i've had cottage cheese with salad. all in all it's just the flapjack, cake and bread that has let me down. having a glass of wine tonight. :eek: naughty me.... but it is the weekend. considering going lower from after my zumba course as i then have 4 weeks til disney and i want another stone off so that i can put it on again at disney :p

guess of cals....

bar 175
flapjack 300?
cake 100?
sarnie 200
tea 350

total 1125 then wine 160 a glass. 1285
 
Ems 2 secs ago. Cute or what :)
 

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Aw bless her!! Snuggly and cute :D
 
Awww bless, em's is the spit of you! She looks very cute sleeping, but the star wars character isn't. Not sure I could sleep laid next to that! lol
 
Yoda! She wanted it! It was mine!!!!

Ku

Just getting up now!
 
Happy Mothering Sunday, Nikki.

(I cannot believe that you are letting her play with the that collector's item. You might be able to sell it to pay for Yarm.)

I hope you are feeling better about yourself -- 1285 is still very low cals for someone your height with level of activitiy. So say, "OH Well" about the carbs and move on. Credit for keeping it to that -- and for being such an awesome mum!

MM
 
Happy Mothers Day Nikki!!! Xxx
 
thanks all

feel like a mega fraud :)

mum and dad have taken ems off shopping, i've played outside with dude and cut the grass then took him in and he was watching tv whilst i cut the front, he's fallen asleep on the dog now. hubby is at work, again.

i don't think my yoda is a collectors item :( i do have a can of USA diet cola that i bought when i was over there several years ago, unopened with the 'first, episode 1' pic on it. been keeping it. lol. probably not worth anything :)
 
Pic of the sleepy animals :)

Looks like I cut the grass in time. Come off the computer to find it is now raining!
 

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Feel very down today :(

Couple of reasons :-
1. Forgot take take pills 2 days in a row.
2. Running low in the bank cause of paying for Disney hol so told Paul not to get me anything for mother's day
3. I didn't get anything for mother's day and it's compounded by hubby working. Went out at 10am kids not dressed so had to do that and he's not home til 5.30pm earliest.

What a sh1t day :(
 
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