nikki's diary - closed...... moved over to maintenance to test the water!

[Surfhunny]

I don't know really. Lol, she never seemed that interested in PE I guess. Unlike me, PE was my favourite subject, I was gutted that our school didn't do GCSE PE.

 

[great things]

i've done zumba tues, wed, thur and friday. i'm doing zumba on monday, tues, wed, thur and fri next week. i know of 2 other classes i could go to - on for sat and one for sun but i think hubby would have something to say about that. i don't think he likes looking after the kids that often.

 

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I don't know really. Lol, she never seemed that interested in PE I guess. Unlike me, PE was my favourite subject, I was gutted that our school didn't do GCSE PE.

she was teaching aerobics before zumba but, in my opinion, she wasn't as fit as she should have been or as fit as i was expecting. when you've had sam at DL's it's hard to find anyone as good and i think that's my problem with her.

 

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p.s also the amount of sweating that she was doing for the effort put in was crazy.

 

[Surfhunny]

You want someone you can aim to be like, someone inspiring, not someone you're as good as lol, mind you, keep this pace up and you'll be as good as Beto, the guy who started zumba.

 

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love it surf

mind i was fat and hated PE at school. i was always the last to be picked for teams. i was slow and couldn't run without getting a stitch. i hate the run we did twice a year. the only thing i loved was throwing things.... discus, javelin.

 

[Surfhunny]

Ha ha I absolutely hated cross country!!!! But I always ended up playing netball while everyone else was running round Low Grange by the beck. Everything else was great though.

 

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we did the wolviston run and i hated it. i wouldn't care it was down the wolviston hill and these days i run up that hill with no hesitation under a 10min mile pace.

 

[Surfhunny]

Half my year used to nick off at Low Grange shops and jog back at approximately the right time. Thank god for netball!!

 

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i liked netball. i was always the goalie. played in junior school.

 

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i've been drinking stuff all night long. coke zero, coffee etc etc just trying not to eat.

think i'll go to bed soon.

 

[Surfhunny]

All I want to do is eat, and my stomach is rumbling. Had 4 shakes today, and I'm drinking tons too to try and quiet the rumbling beast. Once Embarrassing Bodies is finished I'm going to bed, that'll stop it!

 

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hope you got to sleep in the end surf

another day and another struggle. i'm hoping i'll be able to fight the fight today. no exercise planned today. raining too. think the only exercise i'll be getting is vocally with the kids. might give the house a good clean out if i get bored. i'll be living on coffee too.

not long now til weigh in on monday. i've not lost anything yet. hoping for a couple of pounds as a start downwards. i think monday got to me with the valentines take out etc.

 

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freezer got turned off and i'm guessing it was one of my little angels. so 99% of the stuff has gone in the bin. i've got things in my fridge and have cooked some things up which are hanging around the kitchen. not too bad but like xmas dinner stuff that wasn't used. my favs though. i should have just thrown it all in the bin.

 

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i'm needing some exercise. got my 2 new zumba tops today. i drove to durham about 40 miles away to collect the stuff and when i got home 1 of the 2 tops has a hole in it. i'm gutted cause now i have to wait for them to get back to me and see what they're going to do. i know it's ok to return it but i really like it so i want another one and i'm hoping that i don't have to pay the postage again.

 

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i tried the top on and then saw the hole. here's the pictures.

the hole

the feel the music top (one with the hole)

the blue i love zumba top. i like it but not as much as the above one.

i've been naughty and ordered another ebay one as they are the real thing and come quicker.

 

[*Shanny*]

Nikki I love the last one the blue one. Also god you look well trim too. !!

 

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thanks shanny. i've put on a bit too but i think i've toned up loads doing all this exercise.

i'm so down today. i can't say depressed cause it's not that bad, just down enough to want to feel sorry for myself and cry. i think it's something to do with having a bit of a period with a little tummy feeling of heaviness, the kids wrecking the house and the constant battles with emily. her answering back. i've gone and hidden in the loo a few times and closed doors just to get away from her. not good. a bit worrying.

 

[*Shanny*]

You look loving Nikki such a small waist... Exercising is the best I agree. I've felt lazy today to do any thou.

How old is your lil Emily ?? Nikki if u feel u need a cry do so I'm sure you will feel better? Xx

 

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it's frustration i think shanny. emily's just gone 4 in december. she's just so ready for school it's daft she has to wait til september. hubby's taken her out for a dog walking session. i think i'm just missing some sort of physical activity for today. i feel lazy. just need to burn something off in some way shape or form. too cold for running though. i like to be warm. i know as soon as i get going i'll be fine but it's making the effort to be cold for the first 5-10 mins.