today 31.7.12
food:-
1 mint choc shake
1 coconut shake
3 pints of water
2 cups of coffee (+milk)
exercise:-
3 mile run 325 cals burnt
this is my 2nd 3 mile run. it's not getting any easier. legs were still sore from tuesday. ow! had to stop as i had a phone call, grrr! average speed was 11.41 min miles. was a hot run as the sun was out and shining down. sunday was windier and cooler.
took hound to the vets today. she's got conjunctivitus, i'll have to keep things extra clean! can't risk catching that! was going to wash car this pm but just looking out the window and it might just be raining soon. waiting for a call to say my new lawn mower is in. our last one gave up the ghost. we're getting a honda petrol. should be better than our mountfield petrol which started falling to bits not long after we got it but we are lazy people and should have contacted the company and got them to look at it. we've not had it many years probably 3.
i've got zumba tonight. hope my legs don't collapse under me.
life is strange. i keep thinking about what i would do if my mum was here! i would have taken her all over the place. my dad's just not the same. i do take him places but sometimes he's just happy not going anywhere! we went to the metrocentre on friday for my 1 week check up. i wanted to have a little look round but he hadn't brought his antibiotics with him.
my aunt came over yesterday and we sorted through a few clothes and put them into charity bags. my aunt from london sent a couple of gifts for the kids so i phoned her to say thank you. it was the first time i'd spoken to her since 16th april at mum's funeral. things were left sour and uncomfortable. i think that she was angry with herself for maybe not coming down on the tuesday to see mum as she would have got there when she was still alive. unfortunately she didn't come til thursday and it was too late. this school holiday lark is hard as my mind keeps ticking away at my mum's final hour. i can't imagine when this will ever stop! it just hurts and i want it to stop!