Ohhh GAWD...what a day.............
9am took him in to vet, they whisked him straight off into intensive care, and in an oxygen tank to help his breathing.
11am they phoned to ask if we would ok another xray and injections
12.30 vet phoned, he was critical, the lungs were very full of fluid, and the heart was racing.
2.00 vet phoned, still having breathing difficulties, heart still racing. not responding.
2-4 i cried my heart out, and discussed putting him to sleep, burial etc. 4.20 asked hubby to phone and ask his condition, and tell them we had made a decision
the vet said, she wouldnt take our decision until tomorrow. she wanted to see what she could do over night, hes on diuretics to empty the lungs and the breathing is much better and hes off oxygen. once she can stabilise him, they can listen to the heart again and change medication
they think he had another heart attack during the operation and pulmonary edema ( fluid on the lungs) was caused by the anaesthetic. if they can stabilise his heart rate they may be able to get him on different heart drugs. its touch and go tonight. i may lose him or i will have to make the decision to let him sleep.
so....tonight i decided to revisit him, for the last time, say my goodbyes, kiss him etc. hubby came with me, we were silent in the car, just holding hands. his eyes were all watery. we took the camera for our last photo together, it was very very sad. we got there, and they took us straight in to the ward he is on. hes in a plastic covered cage with an oxygen tube going into the cage. the oxygen was off.
the nurse opened up the cage, i expected Jacob to be lying on his side fighting for breath looking poorly, then i would know we had made the right decision.
the little bugger was standing on 3 legs, having a pee in his litter tray. he saw us and couldnt stop meowing and purring, and wanting to jump down out of the cage. we picked him up and had a cuddle he was full of purrs. his dinner was in the dish in the cage, the nurse said he haddnt eaten. i took a dollop of food on my finger and put it in front of him, he licked it off. he ate all of the food in the dish off my fingers!!
then laid down quite contented, still purring. with his chin resting on the door of the cage looking at us. his breathing isnt any where near like it was this morning, his sides arent going in and out as rapidly as this morning, the nurse said the diuretics are working to clear his lungs casue he keeps peeing. they will assess in the morning again, and then we have to decide what to do.
were so confused..
xxx
Jo&Stevie