ive been majorly slack, on both parts... keeping up on here, and i just seem to have the destruct button on myself..
but after sitting down and really looking at the crap ive been eating, and how many calories ive consumed.. (and a little help and support and motivation from aussie biggest loser) im in the right head space again. (i hope) no actually i know im in the rught head space. and im going to make a go of making slimming world work...
ive used my stress eating for far too long as an excuse, and its no longer going to get to me..
as a test, and pure will power needs to get me through the day, im making my favorite foods for the kids..
hot dogs for lunch.. (yes i know how bad they are for you and how much rubbish is in them but why are they soooo nice!!)
and something with bacon in it tonight using the nicest bacon from the butcher. (its really fatty, so hence why im not allowed it..) and it takes far too long to cut all the fat off it....
and ive survived the lunch so far...
quite looking forward to my lunch of chicken and salad....
just got to get through swimming with the little one i look after, and then home for lunch.....
and tonight im going to go for a run, tomorrow i have pilates, and then in the evening/ afternoon i have a reprogram with my PT at the gym, to work my ass off next week (as i have the week off) so looking forward to that
so as of last night i am positive, and i feel im getting back in control of my life....