Thanks guys... mini goals really are the best! i think i should make some more!
Had an ok day,, still 100 per cent and positive but think all the tiredness is catching up on me. Just watching the end of the biggest loser now. Love this show!
Ive just done something really out of character but im so relieved! From now until May i have a jam packed calendar, college wise what with thesis , course assesments and exams. my friend and i have decided that were not going out until then and were just going to keep our heads down, which is usually easier said than done, but seeing as im on LT i wouldnt be drinking or anything anyway, plus we both need to save if we are travelling next year. I have my monthly luas card to get to work and to college and i set up a direct debit to the pharmacy for 12 weeks from today so i have everything payed for!
I originally had given my laser and my visa card to my dad so i wouldnt be tempted to buy anything including food if i was out and about. He gave them to me today because i need them to pay the rest of my college fees. There was about five mins earlier that my devil said,, oh go and get some food! i quickly shoved him away as im a 100 percenter now but he did scare me a little.
So i got the scissors and have cut both my cards longways, so i can still pay my fees by debit as i still have the card numbers, i just cant go and buy anything spur of the moment,, id actually have to go into the bank with passport and take money out if i really need anything,, and thankfully the bank is a good 20 minutes away!
Before you think im crazy, both cards are up for renewal in april by which stage ill be nearly done, and they will be sending me new ones. I just feel now that there is nothing that can tempt me,,so maybe that silly devil will go away now, because im not coming off again! now i can save for travelling
yayyy!.. usually when i save i end up spending it,, this way i cant
And on that note im off for a walk,,feeling invincible
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