Lily42uk
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Thanks for that sweetie, I had forgotten about that song, but as soon as it started to play I knew which one you were talking about and it's so apt, perfect for how I feel....
IF YOU REACH FOR THE STARS, ALL YOU GET ARE THE STARS...
BUT IF YOU REACH FOR THE HEAVENS YOU GET THE STARS THROWN IN...I love that xxxxxx
I love reading your diary lily you have achieved so much and truly are one of my inspirations I love my daily fix of your diary xx
Hope you feel better soon x and that gain am sure is do with the steroids . I love how your so positive and that's how I deal with my diet demons too xxx
Hi Katie, aww thank you sweetie, I am in shock still that anyone would find me an inspiration, but am glad that I do inspire people xx
Horrible to say and causes many :yuk: thoughts but I had a massive peel of my skin last night (a bit like a snake shedding is how I would describe it, it comes off in sheets), which is a good thing as the new skin is forming and I know that means a few weeks of reprieve for me until the next outbreak, it is still a little sore, but I believe by tomorrow I will possibly be getting back to my normal exercise routine and that will definitely help my weight.
I have to be positive hun if I give in to this every time it happens, I'll end up going nowhere except back to the 31st 7lb I started at and possibly even more and I am NOT going to let that happen ever again .
Hope you're having a lovely day sweetie, speak soon xxxxx
It's taken me ages to catch up. You lot can't half talk!!!
I think the big family holiday will be brilliant. We do that sometimes for a long weekend and always have a laugh
I am so looking forward to it, will have it paid for in full by xmas and all the spending money put away too, I really can't wait xx
I'm glad things have sorted themselves out with Kirsty and Mark.
I am happy for them too, it was such a shock to see the huge and very sudden 360 degree turn on her part, but they have been away for the weekend, talked and sorted more things out and went out Monday night too and have generally planned not to just let things roll from now on and in turn it has had a good effect on me and Mal too, made us realise we need to do a bit more too.
I hope you're cold is better soon and you're foot is back to 100%.
Once it comes out fully for me, it's a lot easier to deal with, I hate all the headaches and feeling like sh*te before it breaks out, I am supposed to be having my flu jab this week, funny cos I got a heavy cold last year the same week my flu jab was booked, do you think my body is trying to tell me something lol
Don't be too upset about the gain. It might sound like a big number but you usually have big losses so it will go quickly. It's like me saying I've gained 2lb. It might not seem like a lot but it would take me at least 3 weeks to lose that. All the meds you've had to take lately won't have helped and the cake craving probably came from the increased steroids. I can't fill my son up whenever he has to take steroids for his asthma. Once you're back to 100% health and the meds are at their normal level I bet a lot of that weight will drop off without you having to try.
Anyway we can help each other next week cos I'm sure I'll have a mega gain with everything I've eaten this week
I am a little gutted, I'm not going to lie, about the gain, as it means I have to work even harder now to get back to where I was roughly 4 weeks ago, but hey ho, I'll get there and as I said at the beginning of this journey I knew I was in for the long haul, and if it takes 10 years to get it off, that's still a lot quicker than it has taken to put it on.
I am behind you every step of the way sweetie, we can :whoopass: each other lol xxxxxxxx