Day 12
7am Well I was in bed for 8:30pm last night, hence me being up so early this morning. I still feel shoddy, didn't have my shake last night as it would have come straight back up. I have work today so just going to have a cup of tea and see if that stays down and take my shake to work with me, have it a bit later on. Not looking forward to work at all feeling like this.
Still feeling very motivated and working very hard on the mindset side of it. I guess not having to think about what I'm cooking for my next meal gives me time to ponder this. Still cooking for the family, which is getting less stressful.
6:30pm I'm feeling a bit better, had a shake about 11ish, a bar later on. I made a lovely camembert & parmesan pasta for tea, which smelt divine. I could have eaten it but it was definitely a want, I enjoyed the smell, acknowledged that I wanted it and was able to sit with the family with a cup of boullion. Think I'm going to save my last shake until the kids are in bed and maybe enjoy it as a hot chocolate. Dh is out tonight, so I'm going to hog the remote for once.
10:30pm I've worked out that it's the boullion giving me dry, cracked lips so I'm going to lay off it until I can pick up the reduced salt version. I want boiled egg and soldiers so badly tonight, so I've come to bed instead, I've chosen to let go of the craving through distraction. There's no way I'd be motivated to get out of bed, put some clothes, go downstairs to make something to eat so it's a good way of guaranteeing it will not be happening.
Positive thought of the day: Hang in there through the tough times and you'll receive the pay off.
Highlight: I put my wedding & engagement rings back on and they're not rubbing and causing issues. I can wear them again, woohoo.