I've felt a sudden rush of confidence this week... I think the shock of the WI and the excitement of the measurements really got to me
I notice little things now- particularly clothes being loose. The start of this slimming journey I really felt like I wasn't seeing results like others were- people wrote on their diaries that they were noticing things and buying smaller sizes when they'd lost less than me and it was disappointing, but now I feel almost elated, and obsessed to lose more
It's really been a great boost to my morale!
I've been surprisingly unhungry this week for * week (and just in general) and barely ate anything today, I think I am eager to speed things up and lose more, like suddenly it feels doable? I've never lost weight in my life and in the first few months on SW I was excited to see the numbers but it didn't feel like it was really happening, y'know? I'm really excited now. Red days don't bother me, low syn is easy, I'm really eager to get some more good numbers- when I get into the 16's it'll be my first time since I WAS 16, that's mental, I'm psyched.
Had a photoshoot today and thought I'd cave and do EE (especially as we have no meat in the fridge) but actually it was fine
Red:
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B: Nat FF yog with apple and banana chopped in (and splenda)
L: Wholemeal roll (HexB1) with cheese (HexA1) and pickle (+1) which I brought as a snack for the shoot and ended up surviving on until 9pm :S
D: Mashed 1/2 cauliflower with quark, scrambled eggs with cheese (HexA2) on the side.
Snacks: Chewy Delight (hexB)
Drinks: 5 or 6 green teas with splenda! Have really fancied them today, maybe they have curbed my hunger! Also had a diet pepsi (much prefer it to diet coke)
Syns: 1... WTF?
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Hoping for another loss tomorrow (mid week WI) but period is still present and... Monday was so awesome that I can't ask for much
but I kinda expect something now! haha... Especially after eating very little today and the Red days.
Photoshoot today went OK; we did some standard actor headshots for a friend's dad who is an actor. At first I was really panicked because his dark skin tone was reacting badly to the light outside, it was so hard to get right! But then we found a shaded area and used the LED light and reflector, giving us more control of the light, and it was really cool
Haven't looked through the pics yet but think he'll be happy with them.
Seeing a friend tomorrow afternoon and possibly another in the eve, should be fun
will have to resist the AWSOME carrot cake at the Shisha place we're going to though, used to have it every time as it was sooo good, but it's a huge slab with ice cream- I hope she doesn't order it or I'll be drooling! haha
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