Surfhunny's Countdown to Florida

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You can get people out who will reseal your wooden double glazed windows. I'll see if I can get you the number.

What's this spam thing?

Sat in hairdressers with toner on my just bleached hair... Ow! Whose bright idea was it to go this colour. The pain!

 

[Surfhunny]

You can get people out who will reseal your wooden double glazed windows. I'll see if I can get you the number.

What's this spam thing?

Sat in hairdressers with toner on my just bleached hair... Ow! Whose bright idea was it to go this colour. The pain!

Thanks Nikki!!! My Dad reckons he can tackle it, all spurred on by his bathroom success lol. Id rather pay to have it done properly. It's a shame to replace the whole lot just for 1 window, because I like my wooden windows.

Oh and the things we do to look good huh?

 

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the colour still isn't right. had 3 toners on in the end. going back tuesday for last toner. got confused. the junior wasn't right in her choice and then it's taken another 2 so far to improve the colour so proper colour on on tuesday. my head is actually numb now. i can't feel it. each toner hurts when put on after bleach.

1 hour to bob.

 

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[Surfhunny]

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!

 

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have to have something new every week

 

[Surfhunny]

Oooooh dear, just got all emotional!! I blame PMT entirely of course. I've just plugged my external hard drive in to try and clear some of the clutter off my lap top and the first file I opened has all my photos of Ash in it. I'd hidden them away on my ext hard drive so I wouldn't see them!!!

God it took me completely by surprise, the tears and everything!! Thank god I have Bob on now to cheer me up!!!

PMT THAT'S WHAT IT IS PMT!!!!

 

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delete his ass surf. you are an amazing strong woman, you don't need this loser!

 

[Surfhunny]

No I don't lol, but I'm gonna keep the pics on the external hard drive, I think I'd regret deleting him in years to come. I did that with another ex years ago, burned his pics and regret it now. I'll just have to find someone who can take up space on my lap top hard drive and not be relegated to the ext one with the junk lol.

 

[Surfhunny]

Right I've been brave and changed my stats to what they really are, to reflect my gain and show how much I need to lose. I can't be chewed changing my tickers, too much like hard work, so they'll just have to stay.

My plan for tomorrow:

Chocolate shake
Lots of water (1.5litres)
Chocolate MAM
Lots more water (1.5litres)
Cottage Pie (if it arrives)
Can of Coke Zero.

Im aiming to have and SS day, mostly because I have no SS+ food in the house. If I really feel the need I'll have an extra CD.

Thats tomorrows plan!! Ketosis tomorrow night or Thursday morning I'm going to leave the scales alone until Sunday, no good can come of weighing myself in the meantime after yesterdays planned lunch.

I also have a couple of days of Beck to catch up on, so that can be a task for tomorrow. And hopefully my Carr book will come too. Im running out of reading material. lol.

 

[cornishkez]

Well done on being brave! You'll appreciate it in the long run.

 

[Surfhunny]

Yep, I guess I will!! It felt like I was admitting to being an alcoholic or something changing that stat upwards. I didn't like it BUT its done now, and its going back down so thats all there is to it.

 

[cornishkez]

The longer you hide from it the longer it will take to get it off, because while it's a secret you don't have to truly accept it. Now you've done the brave thing you can concentrate on moving it down again, out of sight out of mind and all that.

 

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night time. didn't read carr last night. got to bed and i was so tired. for the past 3 nights ems has sneaked into our room when we were downstairs and fell asleep in our bed, my side. cheeky little monster. she's been warned not to do it. so i'm about to see. going to take a night nurse tablet too for my cold and cough. it'll help knock me out too.

not too bad a diet day. probably ate 1500 cals rather than 1200 cause i had a couple of homemade biscuit things and 2 hot choc options. all in all a reasonable day though. no major snacking. i got 2 more biscuits out that i'd made and decided to throw them to the dog and have an apple. i'm starting to make better choices. onwards and upwards.

 

[cornishkez]

Well done nikki! I hope your bed is vacant

 

[Surfhunny]

Wow, just done a ketostick and back in ketosis already yay, that's good going even for me lol!! I really should learn to leave them alone but on this occasion I'm glad I didn't!!!

So Im off for my nightly session of hypnotherapy somethings working somewhere!! If I keep bombarding my brain with the principles of being thin, it will eventually get the message and instruct my body to become thin lol. Night all xx

 

[mrschatterbox]

****...i just posted this on someone elses diary.....ok now i go and get eaten up by the ground lmao!

Honey.... I just wanted to tell u that u are bloody amazing!!! Thanks for the support these last few days... and the others who helped with saying the right thing too... I am feeling so positive today!

 

[Surfhunny]

Ah Kez won't mind lol. Thanks for the message. I'm glad to be able to help. I've been exactly where you were the other day and if it hadn't been for the people on here I'd have thrown in the towel a long time ago! It's hard to have faith when the scales are misbehaving but when you take a step back and look at your total losses over the course of a month they're right on target!!

I'm glad you've turned the corner and are feeling so positive again!! It makes things easier when you don't feel like you're battling your own willpower too. I'm always around on here if you ever need a pep talk or have questions.

I started looking into the science of VLCDs when things weren't going the way I wanted.... I'm impatient and it helped me realise it'll work out at a stone a month on average, and it really does. It's stopped my cheating if things don't go my way for a while. The only time I have time off now is planned events which I account for at my next weigh in.

Keep up the good work Hun you'll be at target before you know it!! Xxx

 

[cornishkez]

Nope, I don't mind! Lol

 

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if you think about it logically a stone a month is amazing. on ww or sw this would be 4lbs to a max of 7-8lbs.

i feel that we are so impatient to get the weight off quickly that if someone said eat this and it'll make you loose 2st a month we might be tempted to do it sometimes.

i like you hypnotherapy app so i decided to buy one myself. it was quite funny as i fell asleep listening to it and can't remember anything, however, hubby was laid in bed listening to it and moved to the spare room bed cause he said the app was telling me i was a beautiful woman etc etc and he didn't know how long it was going on for. :8855: