Surfhunny's Countdown to Florida

[Surfhunny]

I wonder what that means Nikki!! Very strange, these dreams.

My friend Claire came over to visit, we were meant to go out for lunch but Will (10months old) was very chewy and wouldn't have settled so she brought food with her instead.

I've had an egg mayo and bacon sandwich, and a vanilla slice she brought loads of sandwich stuff with her, lovely bread, chicken tikka filling, egg mayo and bacon, cheese....

She's gone home now and left all the stuff in my fridge, I tried to get her to take it all home but she refused and said I could keep it. so right now I'm off to put it all in the bin!! I feel terrible wasting so much food, but if I don't bin it I KNOW I'll start picking at it!

So it's all in the outside bin, no picking for me, back on plan!

 

[great things]

LIKE. i put things in the bin if i know i'll end up scoffing it.

 

[Surfhunny]

I found myself migrating to the fridge, I'm far from hungry but because I knew it was there I kept wandering in to get something. It's mad!! But unless I resort to raking through the outside bin, which I won't lol.

 

[great things]

you won't do that. not even i've done that! i often find myself opening and shutting cupboards and the fridge. i'm not hungry and don't want anything but i'm checking if there's anything in there that i fancy! it's daft. i have loads of naughty things in the house all the time but it has to be something specific that i want at that time. like if there were freshly cooked flapjacks for hubby i'd be happily sat eating them now. i haven't made any, i'm not interested in any of the biscuits in the tub or the horrible kids sweets and chocs. i'd have some rice cakes but i don't like the flavours i've got in. i'm not interested in the cake bars in the fridge or the crisps in the cupboard. i'm not interested in the yogs or anything else. daft isn't it what we go for.

 

[Surfhunny]

I used to walk into mum and dads and go straight to their kitchen cupboards. In case they had something I might want. I still do it now in my own kitchen but there's nothing there but condiments and I'm not desperate enough to start tucking into the marmite and vinegar just yet!

 

[Surfhunny]

I'm sooooooo bored!!!!!!!

 

[great things]

just been swimming (waterbabies) with dude. he kept going under the water today. all off his own bat. he got carried away i think.

 

[Surfhunny]

Aw bless him, he must like it!! FT hated the water but Little E loves it!!! My friend takes her to Ducklings every week, but FT didn't want anything to do with it when he was her age.

I was thinking just now, about the food thing earlier and having to chuck it out. It made me feel really on edge knowing it was sitting there in the fridge. I wish I could just ignore it and not feel the need to constantly pick at it. That's something that definitely needs working on. I wasn't happy until it was gone, one way or the other. This time it was put in the bin, another time I might not be so strong

 

[Surfhunny]

Mind you on the plus side at least my determination hasn't been swayed by today's deviation!! back on track now!!

I should get another delivery of diet products tomorrow, I only ordered samples the other day so this lot is boxes of the things I liked, the chocolate pudding, the cottage pie and I forget what else.

Bring on ketosis again!!! And my TOTM please, I feel bloated, my boobs are too big for my bra all of a sudden, open the flood gates lol.

 

[great things]

i think beck and carr with help with this. we need to learn when enough is enough.

i had a mexican tonight. hubby decided he'd like it last night for tonight's tea. so we had it. i normally would have eaten all 4 tortillas and loads of cheese and my full picking of quorn mexican stuff. then pigged out on the doritos that were left. i managed 2 tortillas and half my quorn. there was less cheese around and i did pick at doritos but there's loads left from us both whereas before i would have tipped the packet upside down to see if there were any left.

i think my food intake has naturally gone down as i can't eat as much as i used to but also i loose interest half way through. like when we go out and i have pizza. i find it either far too greasy or i get fed up of chewing. so you will change sally. honest. as you loose more weight your tummy will shrink. you'll naturally eat less. then it's just a thing of controlling the snacking.

 

[great things]

it's bob in 23 hours time.

 

[Surfhunny]

Mmmmmmm Bob!!!!!!!!

 

[Surfhunny]

I wonder whether this hypnotherapy app is working or not? I wonder how I'll know? It certainly helps me sleep!!! For all i know it could be telling me to eat lots and lots of cake.

It's recommended to get the full benefits to use it every day for 3 weeks, I'm 4 days in, might as well carry on with it.... Nothing to lose but weight lol.

Yoooooou are feeeeeeling sleeeeeepy now..........

 

[Surfhunny]

Well here's today's plan.....

Lemon bar
Lots of water
Butterscotch shake
More water
Spag bol (if it arrives in time)
If not CD choc mint shake
Dr Pep Zero as reward for being back on track lol, not that I need it. Feeling positive and glad to be back on the space food again lol

Hopefully I'll get 3 parcels today, my Diet, my Carr book and my bloody toilet roll holder that I ordered a hundred years ago it seems! It's all I'm waiting for to have my bathroom 100% complete.

 

[Surfhunny]

Well I'm going to have to stop mentioning the other products I use (not CD ones) because it encourages spam from them so from now on I'll not mention the name of the diet just the products I'm having because I need to still write down what I've having each day.

 

[Surfhunny]

Grrrrr the post van has been, dropped a parcel off over the road and didn't come to me. I hate waiting for deliveries!!

 

[Divster]

At least it cleared things up for us xx

 

[Surfhunny]

Certainly did Divster!! Xx

 

[Surfhunny]

I forgot to add chicken to my meal plan for today, oopsy! I'm going to cook a small chicken breast in the oven, with some tikka powered rubbed on it. Hopefully it'll taste nice!

I'm a bit sick of being cold, I'm like a cat following the sunlight as it moves across the floor because it's the warmest place to be right now.

 

[Surfhunny]

Argh I'm cross, just last week I was singing the praises of my wooden double glazing and now I've noticed condensation slap bang in the middle of one of the livingroom windows I have no clue about how this happens or how it's fixed, or if it means brand new UPVC ones which I don't want and can't afford. If anyone reading this knows anyone who knows about these things I'd appreciate advice before I have to go calling in the likes of Safestyle etc. Thanks.