Hi Ladies! We may be only 3 but we will have the BEST team!
I started CWP at the beginning of July after many failed attempts at weight watchers. I've always been huge, even as a kid, but in the past five years I've put on a stone a year and got to 21 stone. I thought something had to give, and I know I can't be trusted around food. So, CWP seemed a good idea. I found it very tough at first, and in the first two weeks I cheated with food out of necessity - making sure I ate protein and small amounts of green veg. Then I started cheating with bad things like crumpets, and then had a day of crisps and choc binging. I felt really bad, that was a definite low for me. That week I still lost 3lbs, but now I just want to focus on doing the diet properly so I can be confident with each weigh-in, and not having my fingers crossed. That's the good thing about this diet, is you definitely lose weight every week. Unlike weight watchers where everyone claps if you lose half a pound and they say, its good you LOST. I want to REALLY lose!
Not that WW is really bad, just didn't work for me as on my weigh-in day I would cheat, and probably cheat a bit more at the weekend, and hope for the best. Anyway, my goal is to lose 7 stone by Xmas, which sounds like a lot. But I have got more than half my body weight to lose, so it will probably go quickly at first. If I can lose 4lbs a week it should be achievable. I hope to be at goal weight by March 2013, and I've said my goal is 10 stone, but I would love to be 9 stone 7lbs like some friends of mine that are the same height.
As far as low points as a fat person in my life, there have been many. Recently I have been trying to get a job and it has been horrible to get shortlisted a lot and then see the interviewer's shocked face when I arrive. It might just be my paranoia but I've had some interviews that seemed suspiciously short. Blodyn, I know how you must have felt when your son's friend made that comment. I used to work as a teaching assistant in a reception class, and even though the kids were only 4 years old, their comments still hurt. Because kids are uncensored you know its what adults are thinking too, but are too polite to say. One little girl asked me where my baby was, and when I said I didn't have one, she said oh, is it that you've just eaten too much food? I can laugh about it now, but at the time I wanted to die, especially as she said it in front of the teacher and some other helpers.
Tbag I'm so jealous you are going to NYC! You will have the best Xmas! That must be a real motivator for you. Maybe in the evenings when you're thinking of eating you can watch films based in NYC and imagine yourself there looking amazing at your first big goal. For me, things that have helped are sparkling water, and frozen ready-shakes - pretending I have some frozen yoghurt and a glass of pop. Lucky you, having a personal trainer, that would be amazing! I'm doing a pilates DVD which has really helped with toning, not that I can see it yet under all the fat, but I can feel more toned, and thats all that matters just at the moment.
We can do this ladies! When do you both have your weigh in? Mine is usually Wednesday but has been changed to Thurs this week.